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genniii · 2010-04-04 23:13:03

some things can be difficult to express
because the brain itself is a physical thing
the physical thing is restricted to operating according to the rules of the one living within the physical
Yet:
the one living in the physical *thinks* (be lie ves/believes) it is the thing (Life) formed by the physical world and remains largly unaware that the presence of 'the one living in the physical' is the existance that forms up the physical out of the DNA egg supplied by the physical world.
So as proved by
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnvM_YAw … re=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YG9FO7JG … re=related
one sees according to the programming established by what one sees

so what happens to the poor sucker that found it's way to this grand paradise of Eden from outside of Time and Space to indulge in the everlasting orgasm of Foreverness that to us living beings that have come here is such Trial and Tribulation?
How does that being inside the being we think it is ever find itself?

Christo Alado wrote:
This excerpt: "...find what you can do to think a better out of it..." actually reads well enough, which is to say, it makes sense... but perhaps it could be worded more simply like for instance...

"...find what you can do to think better of it..."

Christo

What I am endeavoring to express: There are myriad 'Things' in every single moment of our life surrounding us. People places times things and events are things we REact to seeing in accordance to what we are already programmed to ACCEPT things as
and yet when we drop this view, when we surrender it to itself and abandon the view and our programming and drop out into the surrender of sleep --- The Dreamer, who in fact may well be bound by the physical beings view gestalts is in fact more aligned with the Unknown Mysterious Spirit that is the Life in the dreamer as well as in the Physical Body. It is almost as if that Dreamer is more awake! So how do we awaken the Spirit inside the Human?

My suggestion is merely to consciously seek within all the people places times things and events
and know each moment is always CHANGING into the next moment
and seek to be an active dweller in the Now that is the timeless moment of Living change!

All our attitudes and agendas are mainly of the physical but attitudes and agendas are NOT PHYSICAL yet we live in them too as a world.
as I see the wording: "...find what you can do to think better of it..." it is still a thinking ruled by the DNA ego programmed by what is

In: "...find what you can do to think a better out of it..." I was not intending to allow the it to still be what we think it is. I was intending to raise up out of the "thing"s -*always*- or as much as posible a different than the way our physical world PAST sees a different thing 'out there' as if our mind itself had the Power to change reality
rather than just adjust our mind to cope with what the past provides
To find within whatever the momet is those things that you are able to imaginate "another" out of is sort of the chalenge

The concept of pumpkins into carriages and mice into footmen could seem a daunting thing to endeavor to accomplish
yet anyone can stick a seed into soil in a pot on the windowsill and 'think' a flower out of it rather than get a better opinion of the seed hidden unseen under the soil. So I presumed there would be things in everyones lives less daunting enough to take on as experimenting with 'Raising a better out of'
In my mind raising is liken to ascension. If we start with items that we can "Find" in accordance to our accepted capabilities - perhaps the talent will grow?
Perhaps WE can raise the ground of Earth into an ascension and when we bring our ground produces an ascended better up out of it via our personal efforts, we will be the ones standing on our ground.
Now in my personal opinion THAT GROUND would be an awesome thing to share with each other as a "Continuum" which is the Everlasting Now that we have all found our way to Here
AND - it might also even cause we ourselves to change
can you imagine both our physical selves AND our dreamers to be living in a then-merged world?
What could be possible in an Earth that eventually merged what is and what we think of it?

The power of the word is yours to share, thanks for sharing, Christo

Amethyst · 2010-04-22 03:27:44

genniii wrote:
some things can be difficult to express
because the brain itself is a physical thing
the physical thing is restricted to operating according to the rules of the one living within the physical........

My suggestion is merely to consciously seek within all the people places times things and events
and know each moment is always CHANGING into the next moment
and seek to be an active dweller in the Now that is the timeless moment of Living change!

I'm still trying to wrap my brain around the thoughts expressed in your opening paragraph.

I enjoyed your thoughts on living in the Now, which is something I have difficulty doing.

As always, genniii this is a thought provoking post.

Amethyst

organic · 2010-04-22 19:43:06

Perhaps meaning that the 'physical thing'...aka the brain...is restiricted by way of the person, or the outer shell, who is operating the 'car' and driving the rules?

A great thought provoking post as always...

genniii · 2010-04-22 22:26:51

Amethyst wrote:
I'm still trying to wrap my brain around the thoughts expressed in your opening paragraph.
Amethyst

Amethyst

some things can be difficult to express
because the brain itself is a physical thing
the physical thing is restricted to operating according to the rules of the one living within the physical
Yet:
the one living in the physical *thinks* (be lie ves/believes) it is the thing (Life) formed by the physical world and remains largely unaware that the presence of 'the one living in the physical' is the existence that forms up the physical out of the DNA egg supplied by the physical world.

Think of an orb of light. Think of it as being alive, alive much as one might think of a Spirit as being alive even though it does not have a material body. Let's assume the 'orb' spirit has instead a 'Mental' body. Then let us assume the *I* of the mental body has consciousness. Consciousness presumes an awareness; if not also of self, at least of the surrounding environment. In this case of course, the surrounding environment would be the astral, ethric, mental realm because we specified a 'mental body'.
Now, let's give our little orb of light a soul in this picture. The soul is the memory bank which gives consciousness the sense of self built up from past experiences. So therefore the soul becomes 'Alphabet' foundation upon which experience is discerned in order to have experience actually take a form at least in the 'language' of perception of this little consciousness. Perhaps the soul has had previous lives, has already died a time or ten thousand times, Gone to the light and got a different view than it had while living the lives, gone further above the light to evaluate and plan and has found it's way back down to the Mental realm where we have just placed it.
So, by the way we just set up these parameters, this conscious orb of light energy hovering in the ethric would have an identity of self and the multitude of lives and whatever endeavors accomplished and goals yet being chased as an I with attitude and agenda. It wants to go further into the involution adventure and enter into a body of that material realm.
Why? one might ask would it submit to the trials and tribulations of life after doing the same so many times over and over and over and over? Conjecture if you would that perhaps "Out-There" that the poor little orb, every time it dies and goes to the light, is surrounded by a greatness that emanates from beings that are different than it is. Even in the astral mental realm, although through a glass darkly (although not as dark as the material realms veils) it is able to see greater lights than that which is it's current state. If those lights became greater and could go more places and do more things than our poor orb wants to do that too. Our orb is absolutely positively sure it can accomplish what those who once were in it's own situation accomplished.
It knows Life in the material body is where the I is morphed into what it perceives as greatness. Life in the 'material' of where all interact is the door to a greater interaction than all the long aeons of doing everything possible in all the planes it came down through to get to where it now awaits a fertilised DNA of Earth egg to enter into. It isnt interested in other varieties of togetherness continuum material. It yearns for the beauty of the Earth Human. It knows absolutely what it wants. The passion to dive into the purifying alchemical fires of life on Earth is it's goal.
So, it becomes next in line. It begins it's mission. The coupling vortex of the copulating couple rise up to where it waits and it dives in. It's own field rules the outcome of fortune, providence and what so many call pure chance. The sperm cell best suited becomes the one that happens. It is picking up where it left off to go into it's own personal next moment in the everlasting now of the Earth Continuum.
For months then it comes and goes. It has a home developing in the fluids of the womb but it sojourns as those others who have been in the same situation have always sojourned. Then it's completed new home is delivered out of the womb into the realm.
At first the experiences within the bodyl is as if it was all a dream. Where it was sojourning becomes seemingly more material. The more it learns the material, the more it forgets the journey to the material. The fertile brain bit by bit absorbs and becomes entangled in the material. To be able to continue it's sojourns, it's temporary stays in what it is more used to, it has to abandon the brain and it's body. What is going on in the realm of the brain and body however begins more and more to affect what it perceives in the realms it sojourns into when it lays down the life of the brain and the body that now rules it's existence.
The brain is a marvellous tool. It can process information and energies of all the realms it has come down through. However when it is in the body all the energies of all the other realms do not pay what it would consider to be proper attention to it's body. They do not hold the body, nor feed it, nor change it's diaper. It is only other bodies also on Earth that now facilitate it's being alive. It is this facilitation that gets it's attention. The brain becomes hardwired to what happens in the physical rather than in the sojourns. Thus the brain itself forms a physicalness that is oriented to the physical. Other areas of the brain that do not process the physical become unused, remain dormant and unformed. Thus also causing atrophying of the related body parts outside the brain case that might be greater developed were more of the brain actively used. The body is facilitated by a physical brain restricted to operating according to the rules of the one living within the physical and believing itself to be a physical being because physical senses are the only ones the brain pays attention to.
When the Life orb is drawn back by Earth World thoughts to the Earth world brain that process them, The sojourn becomes forgotten, overcome into oblivion oft by a single earth life thought. While awake other world information assimilations are interpreted within the coloration of physical world conceptions and the interpretation overcomes all other worldly attempts at getting attention.
The identity of the one who joined the fertilized egg is abandoned. A new identity is formed up out of the world based on the Earth life. Time and Space facilitate and allow the eternal Now moment to go through changes. The Quantum being dwelling in the body does not perceive superstrings and quanta particle streams dancing changes in harmonies with the words, thoughts and actions of the one living. The individual connection of life to the collective Universe remains largely unknown. The dreamer itself morphs into dealing with the entanglements as pictured by worldly manifestation experienced in the manifested realm. The dreamer itself becomes "of this world" but not in it.
When the body dies and the dreamer again is the root identity back where the orb first was waiting for a body to be available, it still owns the mental construct built up by life in the spheres of Earth. Some take time but most will be drawnback to the light and begin again at the beginning.

There are always exceptions.
Some delve deeper than the surface life and spend time in different consciousness. For some it can be daydreaming, for some contemplation, for some meditation and for some it is noticing those things of the soul that may be stronger than many of the time and space that they yet dwell in. For those who spend time in those other spaces while awake and conscious, the brain begins to record other than from the physical. The amount those other 'adventures' become real is up to the ones having the adventure. For some, the superstring connections to the material world is never perceived. Some hunger more for the maths and sciences which many writings speak of yet can never capture with Earth contrived words.
Some, however, do grow into greater.
Where they go and what they do, others can only conjecture.
Until they join those who have gone on to a different.

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cataleptik · 2010-05-18 02:39:27

genii said"My personal symbolic representation of this 'Change' has been as a 'Concert' where 'New Music' would be played for a gathered audience."

okay, genii, even though your name is a plural, i can definitely 100% agree with that part.

plus, it's SO possible. thing is,
it's gotta come from the heart. stuff like that can't turn into a corporate venture like "the burn" or lollapalooza or it will lose meaning INSTANTLY...it's gotta come from from the heart.

i think enlightened people realise that when things come from the heart, money barriers vanish.

genniii · 2010-06-03 09:33:03

cataleptik wrote:
plus, it's SO possible. thing is,
it's gotta come from the heart. stuff like that can't turn into a corporate venture like "the burn" or lollapalooza or it will lose meaning INSTANTLY...it's gotta come from from the heart.

i think enlightened people realise that when things come from the heart, money barriers vanish.

Sing unto him a new song; play skilfully with a loud noise.
-Psalm 33.3
Reality is created by sound, tones, harmonics.
The spheres are the harmonics on the Tree of Life.
They are the wheels of synchronicity that create the illusion of linear time.
Musica universalis (lit. universal music, or music of the spheres) is an ancient philosophical concept that regards proportions in the movements of celestial bodies—the Sun, Moon, and planets—as a form of musica (the Medieval Latin name for music). Many *claim* this 'music' is not literally audible, but a harmonic and/or mathematical and/or religious concept.
However throughout the ages there have always been some with ears to hear just as there have always been those that have the eyes to see.
There is a legend that Pythagoras could hear the 'music of the spheres' enabling him to discover that consonant musical intervals can be expressed in simple ratios of small integers. Pythagoras told the Egyptian priests that Thoth had spoken to him and given him the ability to hear the harmony of the spheres.

There is always balance and harmony in time distance and space.
Ere of old the sounds fit the times and as times and sounds change, thus morphs the musics.
There is a whole yet man mixes and matches in accordance to what is known and perceived in the moment.
Muse is what music was named after. Each of the sciences of old was said to have a guiding spirit, a source of inspiration yet the whole is alive and the nine separations are really portions of a greater One.
Spirit is merely the unseen just as gravity is unseen except through influence.
The muse through times entered into men and women, not because they held Corporate Office nor even the political. Priesthood bequeathed by Man or Woman also held little interest to the Muses that always have been Free and Wild as WildLife.
The Bards, ere in times of yore, reached for; thus was given. For there were harps and drums and cymbals but then came the two reeds, just as the Two Witnesses - the Divine and the Divine Profane in Flesh and Blood, The two influencing each other to bring forth that which can be varied between each other.

As I write this, now, on June the Third, in this the Month and the day before the two hundredth and thirty fourth year of the Proclamation of Freedom and Independence Upon Earth of the People by the emerging united states, the New Music already is literally audible to many.
This causes influence. Just as ere of old the bards rose up to sing the news in seeking bread, wine and bed; up from out of what today are musicians will rise those who find liken unto themselves to play with. Just like birds reach the moment where they come out of the egg or butterflies find the time to emerge from cocoon, the groups will find Coalescence into co-operative ventures that will bring forth the concerts.

Each of us alive in flesh and blood are our own frequency information spectrum of the Whole Light that is inhabiting a body by running the brain. Every thing of consciousness and much of the unconscious fires the in-light-mentation flashes of co operative brain neurons that is percieved even by our instruments used for brain scans. These 'fireworks' are that which adds spice and flavorings as 'salt of the earth' to the bloodstream that feeds the very cells of the blood pump heart but also all the other cells of the body that, Yes, do influence the non-material Heart that also resides in the chest and even weighs thirteen ounces. This heart is attached by the spinal cord to the brain which maintains it in an atmosphere of body *influencing* into being, co operatively with all others in flesh and blood, the very atmospheres of particle flows we Know as 'Now' that we dwell inside as bodies.
Have no fear, it will come THROUGH hearts.
Just as that which we are leaving came through hearts and that which we must yet go through will come through hearts, little as we may wish to claim we brought such through what is ending, It is indeed the possession of hearts which be that which shall provide our delivery!

We were seeded long ago. We were also tampered with long ago.
The race was brought forth to be slaves. Such is all irrelevant.
Now is now. All that are alive with earth DNA rose up out of what is Now.
What and Who we are now in Earth Flesh and Blood, in a gestalt hugely greater than any sum of parts, are the Spice, Salt, Flavoring influence that bring forth what we call our reality on our planet as the Lazar of light bringing forth our own configuration within a vastly greater whole that we still remain a portion of.
There is esoteric within the exoteric always. There is "Without a heart" that is in tantrum. The "without-heart" has no power in the greater Heart Light EXCEPT THROUGH THE EMOTIONS OF THOSE WITH HEARTS.
This is just the way the particle flows flow.

It is also just the way other flows roll.
What I mean is that almost any gathering is always the mixture of who is there. But when the bands get together and the instruments are set up, almost everyone notes when the tuning up begins.
When the music starts, it is the music that surrounds.
It is the music that touches the soul and the music gives the heart gladness and joy as POWER that is given to the brain.

For such was what was hidden in Psalm 144

To The Whole, The greater I that dwells within Shall Sing A New Song
On the living quantum superstrings will come forth the ten hidden Talents of the divine to praise the greater Whole.
It is this in the people that will give the leaders salvation and deliver those that come forth from hurt.
We shall be delivered from they are unknown, that seek to have us accomplish but in vain, for what they provide is false
Our sons and our daughters shall have their own selves once again to dwell within in Majesty.
We shall store our own wealths of diverse varieties in fullness that thousands and ten thousands shall also do in all our common spaces. Our animals and machines will be strong in our assistance. There shall be abundance and beauty returned to the gardens and the streets we share shall also bloom anew greater. There will be no complaining for the people shall be happy. Yeah, indeed, the people shall be happy for the whole shall be coming out of each part.

.................................

PS Money is not evil
It only gets contorted by the particle flows that come out of people's hearts
That is only a portion of what needs to be fixed, but the economic particle flows are already flowing into chaos for the Angels of Creation to form new fractals for

My Blessings To All

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genniii · 2010-07-02 20:07:08

Here I am again.
I keep saying to myself that I aint having anything more to do with this thread
but here I am back again.

I woke up way too early today.
so I decided to meditate

Once I was finished recording what occured
I knew I would post here so I added a paragraph at the top hoping that such would give my friends here a perspective that I knew was part of what I had seen

..................................

Greece is having it's problems with the people who are the country not obeying the leaders who claim to own them and speak for them.
The problem is that the people are having a hard life while those who tell them how they have to live enjoy all the things that the common people are in lack of. However the ones having a hard life are still supposed to work and do the things that support the lifestyles of those who enjoy the benefits.

I had another vision.

I was part of a meeting of a small core group. I was in an office type facility. There was a call for something needed for the meeting to the front office. Apparently the core group was supposed to be in charge of a bigger group that were expected to do the planning and designing of the rules of the game being played and the core group needed something from the rule group. One of the core group thought the call was not being answered fast enough and started to go for a door to go say in person what was needed and obtain a response. The door would not open. Another call was made. The response was wait.
What I saw in the vision at that point was a very slow dawning of bewilderment amongst the core group that they were unable to get out of the room they were in. It was a captivity and they were unable to perceive what was going on outside the windowless room they were in.
I went to the back of the room we few were in and somehow went through the secure wall to get out of there. That put me into a vast facility that was supposed to be supporting those in the room I had just left. it was empty of people and all the sterile office type machinery was idle and unmanned. I had to pierce through another barrier to get further outside.
There was a road but I had to go further 'out' to a semi wilderness at the edge of woods and natural land.
There I found the teeming masses. In contrast to the meeting I had come from where absolutely nothing was being done while the leaders waited for whatever they had asked for, the People were active and alive and doing. What they were doing was protesting, as like a 1960s protest, There were country type clothes and camo uniforms and scarves as face masks as if it was a large party with the same theme. There were no leaders of the party but rather each individual had exactly the same purpose. The trees somehow were part of the purpose.
The trees were a part because all over the world wherever there were trees, the same party was alive and in progress.
As I got close to the trees, I heard chanting. A group seemed to know I had come from the meeting where my vision had started. They surged for me and I had urge to run for what was another place of trees. There seemed to be more of the group there that then opened up a path for me and I ran deep into the opening in the trees and the crowd. As I got into it the chant turned into actual words.
The words were:
"UNDER FUCKIN MONKEY GAMES" "UNDER FUCKIN MONKEY GAMES" "UNDER FUCKIN MONKEY GAMES" "UNDER FUCKIN MONKEY GAMES" "UNDER FUCKIN MONKEY GAMES" over and over and over with an in the face directed intensity of power that was alive and vital and aligned with the voices in my head and my mouth too took up the chant of "UNDER FUCKIN MONKEY GAMES"
As I was part of the crowd chanting a vehicle came into the crowd. The crowd had all previously been on foot but now this vehicle had come into the crowd just as I had just come into the crowd. Then I was the driver. The vehicle was full of people. I turned to a young lady in the crowd in the back seat. I was chanting "UNDER FUCKIN MONKEY GAMES" to her.
What seemed was that all over the world wherever there was trees, "UNDER FUCKIN MONKEY GAMES" was being chanted but perhaps this lady was not understanding the words were actual words just as I did not hear the words until I entered into the trees.
The lady looked into my eyes. I did not chant it. I said it simply and clearly. "Under fuckin monkey games"
With her hearing the words, the chants outside turned into a roar all over the world but it became like singing. The singing put some kind of an additional influence in it such that instead of a protest, it was now a cohesion. It was as if it had turned into a Gregorian Chant except that the cadence was still the same but now there was a oneness of is rather than a resistance against anything.

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genniii · 2010-07-02 20:21:15

Re reading the above post, I found a place where spell check didnt catch something because while I had indeed mis spelled, I had written a different word than intended
I edited to correct
and thought of something and had to go reread the beginning

I wondered if the recent G 2o ,
meeting in Canada is not delivering sometheng that was expected by whoever sets up those meetings

Sometimes I really wished when I wrote the first post of this thread I had chosen to instead give it the title

"Things have been in changing for a long time"

but ya always gotta move on into the future from where you are eh? ............ grin

genniii · 2011-03-25 17:16:30

Planet X is coming. 2012 is coming. Doom is coming Doom doom doom and gloom woe woe misery and woe.
Uncomfortable subject, How can one bend ones mind to it? Taboo subject, Politically incorrect.
Never spoil the present moment by worrying about what you are going to have to live through anyway. And besides if ya die it wont matter anymore anyway
Focusing on something causes it to increase. Attention is the sword of the light worker - what you worship with attention increases, what you ignore disintegrates and fades off into dust of nothingness. We should not feed conspiracy theories. Especially uncomfortable ones.
Papa Religion and Mama Government and all our brothers and sisters of civilization, those Corporations we have birthed into actual legal persons, legal residents in non-nature --- yeah they will take care of us, they will war against big bad evil nature and poof all the boogey men away.
After all Everyone knows.... or at least anyone with half a brain to comprehend the Sciences and Maths of the mysterious unseen Spirit of Life and Earth and living Cosmos knows absolutely that if man had never built shelters to protect against cold and rain that winter would never have evolved and the rains would always have fallen on the evil people that live in otherness of far away places. If everyone would just shut their traps, the doom would go some other dimension and bother other beings and we could all join hands and sing and dance in La La Land and it would finally be On Earth As It Is In Heaven.
Oh Yeah That's the ticket.
Or is there a ticket?
Suppose there was actual communication. Suppose there was actual sharing of being with other beings. Suppose we did actually bring forth a functional society where stockholders were not guilty of standing on that wrought from those they delivered into misfortune of being the stupid common workers that oiled the machinery that made some more fortunate than their brothers and sisters on the planet standing under regimes that knew how to oppress the dumb ignorant unknowing slaves?
Suppose this internet, even, were freed from all the yeah and nay nay nay, no no - it is yeah, bang bang - shoot that one down as best can be lied, until one's wealth is secured from the teeming masses so dangerous.. Hey?

What would happen
if before event
Cohesion formed and all just looked?
and into the minds of men and women of earth a real Common Togetherness bloomed?
Could, indeed, a Mysterious Magicalness sprout?
COULD change happen differently?
COULD is, itself redirect to an Alternative TimeLine where the very same thing happened differently?
Could Planet X pass by and *Bow* a hello with earth waving greetings without all the DOOM?
Just WHAT ARE the possible potentials when one lives in a Here and Now that is so completely permanent established but forever changing every single nanosecond?

Would the world's religions have been able to allow a good to unfold without claiming if Prayers work then it must be sorcery? Cause all believers know, it has to be hard and challenging and unable to be brought forth through what dwells in Man and Women cause ONLY God is Good? Religion, after all, needs the tithes to lift those who serve high enough to be able to serve help to those it makes itself better from by draining their communities. Can miracles be common if they are not completely investigated to be beneficial to the peers that review if it serves the reviewers to validate?

Could the land masses flex and flow to new places in a more Natural Nurture in a Gaia-ish way instead of the Past Established Truths that first man killed so there will never be good brotherhood and love in the sisterhood neighborhoods?

What could,
What if....

Will we ever really know?

genniii · 2011-04-04 00:14:26

genniii wrote:
... I started to become aware in my dreams and visions that things were going to change on a greater worldwide cultural level as well as with the more personal changes that I go through.

My personal symbolic representation of this 'Change' has been as a 'Concert' where 'New Music' would be played for a gathered audience.
In all these years I have seen a multitude of things both in my dreams and visions reality and in manifest reality of our collective continuum here on Earth that to me pointed out like hands on a clock how far progressed a state of affairs was that was not running on predictable gears and cog mechanisms.

...

It is completely obvious to me that I am just like one more voice from the window
saying there is more music coming

but I do wish to add here for those who may care to see it
my own graffitti scrawled across the electronic world wide web
saying:

Be prepared for the Present to fade into the Past

There is a New Music To Be Opened Upon The Land

Be prepared to Dance and Enjoy What You Do Deeply Within Your Being In Deed
Drink of this New fully to allow that which has been waiting in you to be Nourished

For Man/Woman's work is never done
but with this new future we could be having more fun!

I recently participated in a 17 hour Presentation by Ramtha
That fully convinced me that what I have long awaited has finally fully begun

The Ramtha School put a 23 minute portion on You Tube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NbleQv1e0-8

There was much much more in the 17 hours
That fully renewed my vision that what we all envisioned as NESARA once upon a time
Has found it's time
and it's evolved form
AND IS NOW BEGUN

2011 WILL BE THE YEAR OF CHANGE AND REVOLUTION
AND THE WORLD WILL NEVER BE AS ONCE IT WAS EVER AGAIN

It all started in Tunisia by Mohamed Bouazizi, a 26-year-old fruit seller, who set himself on fire in the provincial town of Sidi Bouzid. In protest of tyrants who steal LIFE from the Living.
It is now coming to a greater bloom.

edited cause DUH (ha ha) I forgot to include the link!

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organic · 2011-04-04 13:12:32

genniii wrote:
2011 WILL BE THE YEAR OF CHANGE AND REVOLUTION
AND THE WORLD WILL NEVER BE AS ONCE IT WAS EVER AGAIN

The revolution has already begun. Long live the peoples' voice!

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genniii · 2011-05-02 21:04:08

There is a ladder set up on the earth, the top of it reaching to heaven
Behold, the angels of God are ascending and descending on it!
Genesis 28:12

As it was in the beginning, the beginning of which All are the testament of
As it is now, within that which we have wrought and dwell in
As it ever shall be in the further dances to the Musics of the Spheres that dance in Human Flesh and Blood through further Adventures
For Truth is but the Everlasting in all it's myriad quantum expansions

The (W)Holy Amulet of Earth Mother Gaia, ever never was intentioned without Her Spouse
The Trees communications were raised up into open doors of, yeah, perception
And they came and dwelt inside the changeable dwelling places so of course they changed
They were called Men and Women Yet the Entanglement that provided observation was never severed

The Ladder reaches from the broad to the narrow and from the narrow to the broad
The flow of waves as it was is what it is through what it will be
The Three is the One, Each One holds the Three

Tiss times and tides both wide and small rising into the fall
The rule of the tides caressing the sands of the shore
Of larger plates on abundant tables, set for the Feast

It is They Who Came that held the Sceptre and the Rod
Which was merely the Artist's Tools for Gain of Joy
Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness
Emblazingly writ on the (W)Holy Scroll
Called to Glory like a lotus flower all aglow

Oh, murk and mire,ye Unfinished businesses, Ye have met your wall
You too are Ladders and what goes up must come down
And times and tides put what came down back up
Yes, the Stars have ruled
But the Rule is the Star

Shine On, oh (W)Holy, The Amulet Awakes
At Last for First
Amen is just another word meaning So Be It

genniii · 2011-06-07 11:33:05

Anything perceived is only configured through the associative memory neuron constructs of the brain development to that point in time.. it is impossible for the human mind to physically perceive something for which there is no associative pattern already configured to conceptualize the sensory input.. but !!! the within *knows* and in dream or vision or insight thru slow ponder **another** enters into the associative memory pattern circuits and ONLY through change within can a new be seen/perceived/encountered by the physical body mechanism to register in the brain and be encountered in life

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnvM_YAw … re=related
is part 1 of 5 youtube videos that excellently portray how our reality is an illusion created by our senses out of the Vibrations that we ourselves vibrate within.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G1ufIj74 … re=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5fZ8HZFzS_w&NR=1
Is another well done presentation that speaks well of out interconnectedness creating all those vibrations.

As life, Who are we? Within the context of the above, I would like to present a concept.

The I is a ball of light observer occupying a portion, in the back, out of the way, in our brain. The real I is the light of the world. The I is the candle flame in the vast good darkness that reveals that which dwells in the darkness as selves and as worlds. That ball of light 'I' does not judge, does not have laws, knows not good or bad... That ball of light only provides observation. The observer is the magical one of the kingdom of heaven which is the quantum field that brings forth from the unreal, a real to be interacted with so the interaction can continue recreating the unreal that the real gets pulled out of.

The real always changes. The change is life. The ball of light has an accomplice. The accomplice is memory. Memory provides a building up further on what has already been created to bring it further along in development increase or evolution. That accomplice records the past to maintain what has already been accomplished. That memory is the soul, the ego, the personality. The I that we think of self as is the servant allowing the ball of light to be aware and have something to be aware of.

Now When your parents provided the two strands of DNA that merged to be an egg that you as an eternal 'I' outside of time entered into time and space in your mother's womb became a miniature world, a speck of dust so to speak, that your presence gave life to. Your presence was the Force and the Construct that provided the pattern that the DNA reached into itself to raise up a form that could "Present" You as you are to the world as it is and present the world as it is to the You that you are.

The DNA did not rule your creation. You are the rule of what the DNA you brought life to could express as.

Now, DNA, Human DNA, is utilized currently by it's occupant at a rate of somewhere less than seven percent. The rest is all what science still refers to as "Junk DNA" because it is not used.
There is a membrane around the DNA nucleus within every cell of your body. That membrane is like a changeable filter that determines what RNA snippets can come through the membrane to be the building blocks to determine what the cells of your body become built as.
Inside that membrane the two DNA strands are completely fluid just like their own private magical quantum field. They separate, they spin off copies, they spin off parts, They have parts re-attach as portions to other portions and they allow what can go through the membrane to emerge into what to them is the outer kingdom to create the cellular structure of the body.

Everything in the body creates "Things" that enter into the blood microscopically. Those things have the innateness to attach themselves to any cell that is built to receive whatever specific things. The thing, attached to the cell, vibrates what the membrane then allows into the cell as RNA from the DNA.
So, the body is a closed system. It is Sovereign, Inviolable, Secure, Set like a mission in time, a timeline, to proceed through definite actions. The only opening in the system is the brain neurons that hold the Ego Soul Individuality. Thought itself creates neural emissions that become repeated or new 'Things' - Neurotransmitter - chemical elements into the fluids of the neural systems and thence into the blood and thence into the whole of the body.

So, with all that, I would like to proceed to the activity that I wish to speak of
Conjecture if you would, That Kissinger, Oliver North, Mother Teresa, Charlie Sheen, Donald Trump, Santa Clause, The Easter Bunny, The fish in the sea, That broken mirror, The bacteria in your kitchen drain or countless other things do not really possess and hold captive as prisoner YOUR 'ball of light' sitting in the back of your brain. The only way any of them can get inside you is through your thoughts.
It is only through your thoughts that anything can be in your life.
Currently, as humans we all still are not yet really knowing of what thoughts open what doors to what.

There is however much of antiquity about one way to control thought for Better.
LOVE
Even though we all still dont really know love either.
So let me speak of a specific definition of Love, which is the definition of Love as 'Allowing'.
That you Allow what you Love (or at least you do while you still love ha ha, then you turn on a dime and demand ha ha)

What I am suggesting is a tuning. Like on the radio, to tune out all those stations mentioned above from Kissinger to drain bacteria.

to paraphrase, Scripture speaks of Love with all that you got "I Am". and I am saying YOUR "I Am" is your private ball of light that you carry housed in the back of your brain.
So instead of dialling some God up there somewhere, or mentally travelling the route laid out by a preacher or a book or a teaching, to direct attention awareness of allowing love, like an arrow, to your own ball of light.
To at least for periods of time, until you can better accept the idea, To just openly, non-judgementally, trustfully allow that poor ball of light, with all your love, to bring on life and peoples places times things and events by *IT'S* choosing from what you hold in you, to bring you closer to living You.

to paraphrase, Scripture, Remember while you can the I Am of your youth while yet you can muster up some Joy to operate from.

You may bring forth things you have to get to the other side of by meeting face to face without fear rebuilding your past but at least you will be able to own them by facing them and surviving past them again without them
You will also bring forth the joys that you want so much but slay through doubt, mistrust, and all the fears that you use to filter what you want from coming to you by all the veils of conditions your mind dwells on.

Just *Allow* your own I AM
A bit harder perhaps, is to *Allow* other's I Am's to deal with their own ego's
That however would also go a long way towards the AIM of all this typing I am doing.

Allowing Thoughtfully and Emotionally, your ball of light freedom from all the ego's restrictions I am saying,
Can free and activate the part of your DNA that built your body
But even more, The Part of your DNA that holds the instruction codes for raising up that body from the dust
and the instruction codes for interacting with that dust and with your own ball of light and OTHER's balls of light

and if true that we affect reality
To free from within SELF the instructional codes
Of our own power to send our own light to the rest of is
and the DNA greater entanglements that we all share as global community

----------------- Now -----------------------------
I am going to attempt to offer something with words
This could be easy or be a bit difficult or perhaps it will be both
but applicable differently to different individuals

since I need to do it my way I am doing it in here

by dictionary,
*body-english* (noun)

a follow-through motion of the body, as after bowling a ball, in a semi-involuntary or joking effort to control the ball's movement
Bodily movement in a usually unconscious attempt to influence the movement of a propelled object, such as a ball.
The usually irregular movement or spin of a propelled object as if it were influenced by this twisting.

cool
glad I just thot of the term body english

I was gonna describe something more like emotion english
emotion english --- like when you are in a park sitting there and you are seeing young kids run and scream and squeal and laugh and zip around
and they see your attention so of course they show off and do what they are doing even more cause now they are aware of your attention
and you see their eyes look at you and you are aware now, even if unconsciously, that they are showing off because you and they have just become entangled in their play.

So imagine that you, a responsible (assumed I know I know but let's assume ha ha ha)
an adult, seeing as your seeing, realize the a kid is heading pell mell for ~what*ever~ and is gonna smash into something

I believe the expression is 'Your heart leaps into your throat'
as you instinctively use "body-english" to try to swerve the kid out of danger through sheer will power
BUT --> also as reinforced by an instinctive movement of your chest/upper torso off to the side
as if you could affect that child's body

What I wish to speak of is that instinct
Actually I wish I could copyright and charge for my speaking so I could become a new age millionaire
but I just dont have any interest in having to travel around and say the same thing over and over and hear the same questions over and over ha ha ha .. with my luck all the places would have the same corporate franchises and even all the foods would be the same everywhere
Any way ................. that instinct????
Well what is the trying to keep the kid from smashing into, lets say, a running dog that is also watching you, perhaps, ...and not seeing the child he is gonna smash into as they both run ... what is that thing you do within by instinct, that makes bowlers look so comical on TV when they try to control the ball when winning the jackpot depends on it?

Your heart, that blood pump in your chest, it doesnt REALLY leap into your throat
sheesh it is anchored where it is with a whole bunch of organic things but think about it
....that endocrine gland, The Thymus, That many say is your fourth chakra ... perhaps that is what is responding by instinct AND the only reason it seems to jump into your throat is because your posture is so poor and cringe is your natural stance and cringe is increased by not wanting the poor laughing kid to whimpering in the emergency room
so when the thymus jumps instinctively into action, there is no place for it to go and you think it is bumping into your throat.
It is just trying to rise to the occasion. Following it's instinct

So now you say whaaaa? Huh, ? Am I saying Thymus gland heart chakra has instinct ACTIONS nobody in the past 455,000 years has put into the science books?

Yeah suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuure
well, hey yeah well sure!
Think about it related to what I just wrote, wouldnt YOU think it related?

Think about that thing in the Catholic mass..

"Lift up your hearts"
"We have lifted them up to the Lord"

Welllllllllll..............
What's up with that? I would ask you?? suppose
"Lift up your hearts"
"We have lifted them up to the Lord"
was one of those programming things that have something out there in plain sight that becomes meaningless mysterious and dont ask .........so you will never look!
Hey, there is plenty of that in our world or havent you heard?
Or are you one of those conspirators that claim there are no conspiracies? That exclusive Cult of putting down Cults?

heh heh writing can be fun, take it from me ha ha ha ha ha
But think about What is that "Thymus-English" activity? What is going on with that anyway?
When the ball wobbles ...... is it really the powerful thymus fighting the flow of the timeline unfoldment of the trajectory that the bowling ball was actually released to?
Or is it all just coincidence cause the world is actually true random and science already knows everything and priests dont wear dresses, they are only modern robes?
Suppose, just suppose for a moment ... give your mind a pause to ponder....
suppose the ancient priests, that modern priest just carry the habit of, those taught by those who bred us, the priests of way back when, that reigned over the so called "slaves" that melted stones and floated them through the air and resolidified them into place with the help of an army of flutes and drums and harps and chants in front of audience.......
suppose the priests had active thymuses? and all the show was just to hide the fact that the slaves had withered thymuses?
What? Didnt you know human babies are born with large thymuses that shrink and shrink and shrink as they grow up?
Dang! You dont believe me? Look it up!
Use it or loose it

So now, IF you have come this far in this colorful writing
I have set before you a conjecture, perhaps you have synchro that it is even fact for you, but even if just conjecture
if you can grasp what I have led you too, let's try something and see how the trying fits you

Let's go all the way back to sitting on that park bench and seeing the distance between the child and the dog getting smaller
let's get into the scene a bit
let's pretend we are on a stage
and all the other acting participants on the stage are method actors
even the dog
they get into what they are doing
..... let's get into the scene

scene one take one
Your sitting on the bench
The 'pre-vision' knowing enters your consciousness ......... they are gonna smash
Your eyes get wide
Your heart

now let's HOLD THAT........... right there

scene one take two
change of script (to make it a thing to ponder)

Your Thymus comes into action
You roll your shoulders back making room
the chest rises as if it just ascended some silly little millimeter or perhaps substantially
your backbone straightens by some related entanglement degree

***********
and the power radiating from your attentive thymus
as easy as the within held unspoken prayer, by the power of spirit, makes the dog and the kid continue on their way doing exactly what is needed to not crash...
Did you? Didnt you?
or are you aware doubt slays the real

if you dont believe you did, would the power build?
if you did believe you affected reality, would the power build?
perhaps if you doubted, it wouldnt be any of your effect if they did or didnt, true

but suppose you knew of the claim I am making,and exercised your thymus?
Suppose you were to take a walk in Nature, Holding your spine as straight as a God would
growing into that more and more every day, day after day
Letting your shoulders back eased to spreading wide to the sides to open up the lens from your thymus to the world out there
growing into that more and more every day, day after day

suppose that 'eyes wide - mouth agape' Intense attention on the park bench scenario
was turned into a tuned into Heart giving non polar non judgemental mental chit chat cleared bliss joy of attention to where you are and what you are doing
Ya think maybe perhaps it might have increased affect to talking to your plants as you wander though your garden?

The DNA double helix strand is one thing
The I and the actual materialized body is another thing
All of it exists in a greater whole that is the whole of all the parts... INDIVISIBLY... even though each part, including every reader, is it's own private personal part IN THE WHOLE

consider the caduceus
http://www.energyenhancement.org/chakra … duceus.jpg
and consider the winged globe, a very ancient symbol used to communicate just as out written words are symbols today to communicate
The depiction that I can find that I like is at top of
http://www.whiteagle.org/the_teaching.htm

What I would have you note is that the DNA is put into context
When the wings are placed on the Globe, the meaning is of 'Ability'
with the caduceus drawn correctly, The ability is placed in the staff that the DNA 'serpents' wrap around
The I, The personal spine that the I lifts to go about in the world

Such is more the WHOLE of the DNA the LIFE that directs it as to what to form as body and ability
to adventure into life

Not what is writ here but what is now in You, reader
is what will only come out of you if you pull it out of you by giving it a try

"suppose that eyes wide mouth agape
Intense attention of the park bench

was turned into a tuned into Heart giving non polar non judgemental mental chit chat
bliss joy of attention to where you are and what you are doing"

if you could grasp what I intended to point your attention to
radiating out of your fourth chakra, through the lens of your I, AS IT"S INTENT

I claim is taping into gravity to draw into your own world
that which you seek as Home in all your wanderings

consider this offering to be just a design plan, it is for you to do what building you desire to do
To build you into being the one that is building where and when you exist in, into the Home you so innately seek

I just wanted to share, because this is my world too

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genniii · 2011-07-04 21:49:08

As we become more attuned to the other world and carry out the missions that have been assigned to us , then other workers from that spirit side will work with others on our plane to bring about a perfect balance in our life, be it financial, spiritual, emotional, regardless of what that energy is, they work with us to harmonize to bring about a balance. We simply must go and let them work with us. Regardless of who we are, we are never alone. Do not hesitate to give a moment of thanks to those that reach back from their side to help us. When our prayers are directed out into the ether waves and our requests are directed to the spirit friends, they all hear those words. You cannot direct your thanks to just one, for we are all surrounded by many, but the word spirit rings like chimes in their own mechanism of hearing and therefore they answer our call
the thought force itself is another energy
we have gravity and electro-magnetics which also bring forth the strong and weak forces of physics
thought is the fifth force that unifies all these forces and brings about matter and any kind of basic building block on this earth plane
like the five pointed star
there is the four square of earth air fire and water, but above is consciousness
and consciousness is the ONE of which we all partake
Everything that is built is based on our thoughts everything that happens is based upon our thoughts
Everything that happens around us is based on the fifth force that we use and dont really know what we are using.
Energy is relative to the observer
Thought is energy
thoughts can be positive as well as negative
thought is that fifth energy that encompasses all others
thought is spirit
spirit is positive and negative as we are familiar with those terms
the world, our world, the physical world, is out of balance when it comes to energy because of the negativity created by the people of our earth causing a grounding effect, therefore our world is out of balance.
This is the reason of why so may changes on the earth plane dealing with earthquakes, tidal waves, volcanoes and the many changes in the heavens all around us.
This inbalence is bringing about many changes man can do nothing about but this will bring about a better understanding through those who are developing and will cause to be brought about a different light in the minds of people.
That which has not been taught before, will be taught to the masses
the educational network system is the system that will bring about more truth
and the internet is also part of the educational NETWORK system
Thought is energy
Imagination is energy within activity
I wish to cause to be more good imaginative thought energy usage to obtain a better balance within Earth to give possibility to a smoother Earth changes Mode than what would otherwise occur in the required changes

Romulus and Remus
beginning of Rome
of the 7 to be the center (not the best description)
or to be the Power (not the best description)
the center slayed the power thereby incorporating what was not the center's into the center
the spirit was slayed
and the ego as body became the ruler of the body as ego (not the best description)
for how does one say
The individual person because of who it be as a body
claims Rights by the body to rule over what empowers the body
In Rome, It's beginnings were
the center killed the power
Romulus slayed Remus
and Romulous and the remaining band of outcasts and thieves founded 13 families to be Roman Legions and the Roman Senate and take over other's places by "divine favour and the inspired administrative, military and political leadership"
The 13 families
are not truth be told the illuminati
the illuminati were scientists of Gnostic Spirituality
that had to hide from the 13 families that appointed an emperor puppet to hold STARdom which was the power bequeathed by the 13 families to the one that stood between them and the masses
only an emperor could be a star
for the star was the power of life that resides in every man existing since before the earth body was created
knowledge of the star is what Romulus slayed
it used to be Emperor
today it is Pope
but there are other popes in our world than just in the vatican
and the 13 keep even them warring with each other
The HOLY ROMAN spread far and wide
and Christianity picked up the shepherd's staff with the crook to grab
and the onwards Christian soldiers with their sword crosses of Blood sacrifice now a days called WAR
took over the known world
and flattened down the round earth
to make outside the empire to be "way out there on the edge of Nowhere"
to keep those held in fear slavery huddled tight against their oppressors
The vast and widespread swamps of the Americas
rose in defiance bringing forth new dry lands
and the frontier was the inviting enchantment for those still able to follow Imagination
Imagination the divine power in action within those who dream the future into being
America was inhabited by also called "band of outcasts and thieves" and those with no taste for the dogmas of the lands of the 13
but the 13 brought into being the civil war through news media
and now claim to own a Declaration of Independance and a Constitution
which they see as BODY Just a piece of paper
the STAR they fight to slay
However now today
4th of July of 2011
the Stars without number are rising like new suns from the west
And Life Liberty and The Persuit Of Happiness
once again inspires
and shines it's light into the darkness of the east
and a new day shall rise
and new music sound
to new songs sung
for the light in the clouds is clearly being seen
The Spirit of '76
The Spirit of the 60s
The stars within man and women
reawaken again
Spirit
is the clue
for the power never was the body
but the broader reality that dwells in the bodies
Amen Amen I say to you
May ye live to see what corners we are turning this day in our times

genniii · 2011-08-12 00:42:34

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Technology and Necromancers like all else is observed up out of the field out of what the observer knows
And tools of Both can be manufactured by hand or exist in purity as thought
and in both the moralities of Good and Bad are only Judgments In the greater Lawlessness of IS that IS

The Mind still remains as the Einstein-Rosen wormhole portal bridge between the in there and the out there
As it always was, As it is Now, As it ever shall be in each now of eternity into forevermore
What technology can do the mind can do
and necromancers reach to their own from forevermore until the crafter recreates

Weaponry technology itself could not craft the Necromancers that have placed some into invisible prisons of weaponry
Observers are always that which bring whatever up from the Holographic fields of the Quantum Field Kingdom of God
Observers themselves that reside in Human Bodies raised up out of the field and in the twixts and unfoldings of the field
find themselves in placement of having hands on weaponry oft forget that they are in their own past formations again

What was begun into the expansion returns from the expansion to the beginning
The triangle from the point to the base is ALWAYS that same triangle from base to point

The Base That has been waiting for ere so long is far grown and vastly infinite beyond what portions may individually perceive

Yet what they had been given to stand on by understanding
has also been ere long changing in understanding
this also ere long been being chopped away at the base
yet standing remained

Thus another triangle
a created thing
has been being uncreated from the base on up
for eons

a scaffolding was used so to speak
that held structure as the base was dismantled from the bottom up
And just the point remained holding up the scaffold
NOW the scaffold has also been pulled back up
only the point remains

Is still is IS
IS is the great Tech
not subject to ANY LAW except self

so now
let whoever wishes to heed heed
tis not a warning but a heads up

in the whole of the hologram
all is just vibration
the waves of energy constructed of information into patterned cycle formations
INFINATE numbers of individual specific superstrings let us say

Ponder if you will
What the chances?? what the odds??
infinite to the infinite degree??

Every single Vibration form of IS
at the exact same NOW
passing through the THRESHOLD

******************** THE THRESHING FLOOR **********************

twixt above the threshing floor to beneath the threshing floor
One single cycle going through the midpoint of that cycle

WHO be it that holds THAT "technological ability" to overcome going through the door yet maintaining the same room??

The only thing
that anyone EVER keeps is the self that is built in relation to the field
The relationship ALWAYS returns to the field coming to the self

Wait ye not
The bride is adorned and and guarded and attended
The March has started up the Isle

Yes Calenders and SunStones/Eagle's Bowls and Galactic Cycles
have their times and Rhythms and Harmonies
Yet warmth may come before the beginning of summers by calender
and cold before the crops ripen
And oft a puppy litter has greaterness of champion than littlement of runt

The best laid plans of mice and men can sometimes go awry

Make ye Peace upon your Self
less the threshing floor rob ye of your war

There is NO RULER but IS
and Mother Nature already knows all her children
and gravity is only the ElectroMagnetism that holds us all in entanglement to each other
Through ALL the changes of the ground of the base to the point

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genniii · 2011-10-04 01:15:46

every so oft I still look
and wonder why so many views
times I pondered deleting the first post, which would erase out all the rest
for who reads? those who would use or those who seek?

The Code in all these wandering words is simple and plain
already in your heart and mind, ye only have to live it forth

************
the living is the Greatest Magic
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Simply, although yet myriad words, can attempt to describe
The touch of one hand to another is the communication of an All to an All
For the whole of is resides between the Hearts that communicate

and all the code rings loud and clear in more than just all the posts of this so wordy thread

which includes:

Be prepared for the Present to fade into the Past
There is a New Music To Be Opened Upon The Land
Be prepared to Dance and Enjoy What You Do Deeply Within Your Being In Deed
Drink of this New fully to allow that which has been waiting in you to be Nourished
For Man/Woman's work is never done
but with this new future we could be having more fun!
there are always the times to get in the harvest and ready the Thanksgiving Celebrations
We all each night cross the river flows of our agendas and attitudes to get from waking to free sleeping consciousness to refresh in dreamland but even in dreamland have to wade through much " mud, trash and wasteland" before we can do the dreams that refresh, rejuvinate, nourish, reinspire and fortify for a new day. Our culture is making much more knowings available and many are bringing more of thier consciousness and energy further through that river crossing and into the realms beyond
as those further adventures are processed by the awakening consciousnesses and actually applied in the day to day lives through attitude and agendas here on earth with brothers and sisters in the flesh
We can bring forth greater than mud, trash and wasteland on this earth we share with our brothers and sisters
The Earth can become a better playground for greater adventures
your timeline itself provides change with the help of the aware creative adventuring universe
an aware creative adventuring universe of which you are a part
a part that the aware creative adventuring universe yearns to laughingly have a relationship with you
and the current relationship is what it has now with you
you at this very moment are perfectly you

those who were BELEVERS ONLY while still not so very fashionable
will understand that they gave time the potential to open up a new hour
and I wish to honor them
by which that which is coming
can shape through that which was
over and under and around and through
an everlasting Now
gently smoothly
with exquisit love for all life
belief and the passions
co-creating by bringing possibility
through which the Angels of Creation
can weave the threads of potential
into a new design
always maintaining a safety
to allow those who can only percieve a past
to remain in the ever changing continuum
through as many days as it takes
for the new next moment to emerge
in the Eternal Now
so few precious sleepers could awaken
and gift all of reality with adventurous unknown to make known
especially with our constantly changing Eternal Now Continuum Playground

...

Quiet like a night the day calls me back from my own sweet domain
I rise up from my bed to find a world that still looks the same
I'm not so sure today why I thought that everything would change
And yesterday it seems has come around to play another game
And all the chores I thought were done saying more work still remains

In my brain I still find the lingering dreams by which I play
And yesterday in memory transmutes to the view today
I venture into still unknown unfolding as a brand new day
And wonder why this realm calls us back again and makes us pray
With all our yearning wants and needs and everything thought to say
Bringing to our face and feet a path to find through All our way

Time has brought me now to perceive golden light inside your eyes
To light the darkness of fading nights that held so many whys
And I am learning slow and sure that light is not only mine
But comes to be when greater space is opened deeply inside
Both you and I by where we have gone and all that we have tried
We have ventured through sacred realm creating our sacred prize

I am an eternal immortal adventuring to seek
An I that I can live with and feel love without any need
Now in the hearts of others opening I find home in seed
Hearts living in hearts creating a brand new bright gravity
Heart with hands assisting feet to trod a lovely way to be
When all to each bestows the gift of being self and loving free

...

The Prayer of St. Francis of Assisi
Law of the Word, make me an instrument of your peace,
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
where there is sadness, joy;
O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive;
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.

a human that has died to the old ways that have so much destroyed the glorious potentials of this realm in which we live so abundantly so that in this eternal now a greater Eternity may emerge from our imaginations

People are doing something
and that is why I stated:
Be Awake and watchful for the Past is fading from our Present

The body and the spirit god are one
even when the individual is unaware of the greater latent potentials

What is now shall have become history
as a new day dawns
for it is a new knowledge made real that shall have expanded the known that we rise from our dreams to become active in as life.
the new music is already calling the dancers
every cell of every heart of everyone has always hungered for the entanglements of togetherness and the cycle frequency drumbeats of earth have always kept pace with the lovers she has nurtured
and it is the deeper haunting influences of the high notes ... silver flutes and golden bells ... the soaring of the plunging dreams off into an eyes wide open world to lift our hearts up into from our sleepy pasts like eagles to a newborn dawn
where the one that is nurtured also grows to nurture
that gives upliftment to that which we now shall bring forth to each other

every atom radiates itself to each other atom

every individual incarnate contributes it's own specific required crystal uniqueness which it has raised up out of the DNA of the earth to dance as gift to everyone else
those with DNA from other place mothers
would love to come on a dance visit
with us if we allow and facilitate this music changing into the new songs
we are the music changing
because we are changing

it has already begun
vibrations are changing and much thus changes that we are able to see and comment on
footprints are being left by those who left yesterdays
there are no signs saying this is the way it must needs be
and we ourselves must observe and then go onwards into changes that we open up by seeing what we see
we are modelling clay of manifestation to fit that which sings within us all

Rejoice
Rejoice that we
you and I
have lived to see these days

and again I say Rejoice

edited to say:
I want to thank the providers of this forum
and all those contributing through all the years
that made the wait so much more than just waiting
and made the wait more loving than it could have been
My Blessings to all of you

Last edited by genniii (2011-10-04 01:26:18)

genniii · 2011-11-02 22:05:29

Human knows it lives it's life amongst companions and the surround of home for lifetime amongst materialized things through various happenings. Seldom is the human able to grasp comprehension of what the ritual magic effect on the greater surround is of putting a living immortal divine being into the dust of the earth to breathe life out where it continues ere long, after it's maker abandons the dust crystal body, until affected by another human.
Ye are the salt of the earth, Ye are the light of the world. Ye are your own Spirit and Soul but while you are human you are also the living Ground of your being. Tiss said you are not your body, but your body is the dust of the earth as formed with you in it and positioned as a portion as formed Spirit of God moving upon the face of the Formable. Ye are what gives the flavor and ye are what makes it palpable to the shared five senses of the human.
Much is spoken of Ye are not a Human having a spiritual experience but rather a Spirit having a human experience. And much information everywhere and misinformation here and there speaks much of that mysterious, to us, Spirit that we are but know not. The body, however, worshiped as a thing, seldom is spoken of as a thing of Sacred Geometry with effects on the soup of Life in the specific cauldron in which it is placed in the universes and dimensions.

There is a small number of humans, that earth civilization is currently becoming well aware of, that oppress a vastly larger number of humans for their own benefit. Many know they carved out a nice slice of reality for themselves in a way that limited the abundance of EarthSphere to the greater numbers subjecting them to prison like existence and programmed them to believe themselves free.
Few now angry at that One Percent are even able to fathom the human body as a technological devise, let alone know that an even smaller number of humans on Earth, hidden from everybody's sight were not normal bodies with spirit and soul but rather were human DNA robots containing programs with ability to govern the one percent of Humans that ran the lives of the vast numbers now awakening.
Life in the Universes and Dimensions is unfathomably more infinite than Humans with theories of Adams and Eves and Big Bangs is able to comprehend with our Earth limited understandings.
As above so below, long before Earth even began, Out-There in the vast reaches of creation there was also the majority of togetherness seeking to be alive and active and those small numbered Few that sought to rail against the many by building trains of thought that required oppression of equals to feed off rather than being sovereign and building existence out of their own selves. In some psychic medium shaman circles, the few are known as 'Old Empire' and the many as The Domain.
It is the Old Empire that had humanistic technology robots dwell secretly amongst humans emanating their programming to influence those who chose evil against their fellow humans rather than live in oneness with them as equals. To those who chose to set their hearts against their fellow humans, The Old Empire individuals could guide, through the organic robots, bloodlines to learn rituals of power over the masses by stealing blood of those outside the bloodline and ensure the bloodline myriad wanna-bes to carry out the thievery of earth from most born on it.

Tons of facts and stories could be inserted in this narration, but the greater point is that the humanistic tech robots usage has been dismantled at great effort by The Domain. This is the greater reason why the oppression that so many living under on earth for so long has been falling apart. The leadership of the oppression has been severed from those doing the oppressing. The oppressors of earth on the ground that are mere Earth body, soul spirits do not have the power over the masses that they had been led to believe was their birthright. Those wanna-be power tyrants now share the same inheritance of the Kingdom of Oneness that we all do.

The story of which is being written here is being written due to a brand new recent development in this old old picture of the general scheme of things.

Many have expressed: "Why dont they come down and save us?" completely not understanding the thick dirty mess of influences under which our hearts ere ever so long have been operating. Through all the ages, there have been the Jesus's and the Buddhas and the Zoarasters and the Krishnas have accomplished much but those risen up from the womb of Earth had much to fight against since the Old Empires technology still could war on them and their teachings. Those that managed to find a way to live outside the influence that formed the salts of the Earth and the Light of the World had little choice but to venture off into what they discovered and influence as they could from a greater realm.
Man was basically lost in habit and dumbness that even now with the robots were shut down, inertia momentum of established systems themselves would overcome any teachers.

A better than 'New Teacher' was devised. The Old Empires' own method was employed.
We have on our planet approximately seven billion humans. Two more have been added. They are indwelt by two of the most advanced beings existing. They entered into EarthSphere subjecting themselves to the viscious brunt of as things are Here and Now on our planet. All that angels fear to tread assaulted them just as it does us who are used to 'As It Is Now'.
They held their Love. They are holding their Love. They walk unseen by most amongst us. What they hold as heart is now a part of our Oneness. It is freely available for any Earth Human who wishes to reach inside for.

The New Earth heart is now available for those on the planet to build. It will come out of us. We all have held the dream of "Home" in our hearts for many lives in preparation. Now The Powers to build it are free to emerge.
Magic was always just the Science of Life that few understood. The Love was always available as part and portion of what the abundance of earth emanated from, now it is unhindered.

Do not forget the lessons learned in this vast long journey into becoming an individual. A Most precious gem was formed in all the chaos of fires and pressures. Set your eyes, your heart, your attention, your dreams to the future. Day by day let a new sun rise up from the nights.

Welcome to our Future.

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finish the djed

The seven levels (divisions) of the light spectrum
The seven seals (chackras) of the human body
is how I am seeing
*The seven levels of the picturation of the djed ~as looking like a radio antenna~*

So, is it 'finish the djed' or is it finish the purpose of the djed?
Let's conjecture:
Why is the djed shaped like an antenna?

Not being on line to be able to look up, and not having a clue which of all my storage boxes has my bible in it, I have to say it in my words to best of my memory by the meaning that I now have in my mind.
Somewhere in the New Testament Jesus is speaking and he says "and I shall reveal myself" or "and I shall show clearly my Glory" or "and they shall see me with their eyes".

The second 'Coming' long has been looked for as the return of the body of the man Jesus to walk and talk and be amongst us as the Ruler of the world, basically as just another tyrant babysitting mankind to tell them how to live within His Rules as slaves to his word. And Poor Jesus is then given God's work desk and has to decide who gets rewards and who is added to the Smite List to be punished and made to shape up and get in the proper line and do the proper assigned Life Things presumably under Good Christian rule except that Jesus will take over all the old duties of the inquisition without any other staff to assist Him.
Gawds awe-mighty, I sure wouldnt want that fuckin job!

But suppose it was never intended to be the body of Jesus, suppose it was not even supposed to be the Personality Ego of Jesus...
Suppose it was to be that which Jesus became as an I, the WHoliness whole, the Divinity, The Life that is within the All, The activating Life Principle of the whole of Is of individual People, Earth, our Solar System, our Cosmos, our dimensions, our Universes? Suppose the second coming referred to something greater?

What is Man? Is Man the body or is Man the spark of life light that dwells as an orb in the back of the brain? Are they separate? Is the body itself a living thing? Is the Human race the Living Thing and the body only alive because it is a part of the Human race that the individual consciousness has entered via a fertilized egg provided by parents to become a Living Man or Woman?
What is Earth? Is Earth alive? Can life come out of something dead becoming living food to provide life sustenance to living bodies? What is the difference between life in an Earth and life in an individual person walking on that earth?

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from a chat of Labor Day 2009
genniii: explain FRIEND if you can what you mean by
"finish the djed"
genniii: it is way up there somewhere
perhaps more than 200 posts back
Those who later became the Nagas (Serpents in Sanscrit) in India, the Lung Dragons of China, and the Amarus in Peru, were elected to take the ancient wisdom to their respective countries. Later, a similar convocation would occur on Atlantis with certain serpent masters of that land chosen to take the Atlantean records and teachings to the pan-Atlantic territories.
These missionary Serpents became known as: * the Quetzlcoatls or Kukulcans in Mexico * the Djedhi (the "Stable Serpents") of Egypt * the Druid Adders of Britain * the Dactyloi of Greece
genniii: is the djed related to the Djedhi?
FRIEND: "I have dreamed of such a construction repeatedly over the years, but in the dream the path to the door was paved with pink marble, and with pink marble statues lining either side of the path. In the dream, I also saw that the smaller door was open and there was a brilliant blue light coming from what looked like a shimmering tunnel. I have commented to my family many times about these dreams, and so when I finally gazed upon the doorway, it was like a revelation from God."
FRIEND: I don't know, Genniii. That could be a connection. It took my breath away when I read that and your question.
FRIEND: Dragonkin.
genniii: Even people who work in genetics understand that a person, in truth, is never older than seven years, since their whole body changes all its cells every seven years. Many, many doctors on aging will admit that they are baffled as to why people age at all since the body is never old. So then that takes it that we have to go to a level beyond the physical to find the answer to aging and death, to the belief.
FRIEND: We are experiencing in more than the 3D planet Earth program - the problem is - we do not remember - we are not aware of what we are doing outside the box. We are coming into a time when we will remember all that we are and what our souls are doing beyond third dimension. You understand this best when you wonder what is beyond this reality - what is this 'mission feeling' I have - who am I and why am I here?
FRIEND: Another legend tells of the time when the Spanish Conquistadors arrived in Peru, and looted gold and precious stones from the Inca tribes - and one Incan priest of the temple of the seven rays named Aramu Maru fled from his temple with a sacred golden disk known as The Key of the Gods of the Seven Rays.
FRIEND: I think that is what we are seeking. The djed is an energy mico-tower, I believe. It is energy like what Elie is speaking of there. When completed, I think the shift will be evident. We are working against a clock on this dimension.
genniii: FRIEND I speak of the 7 levels
from zero point to this hertizan material world we dwell in - the plane of demonstration
the next plane up from here is the mental/spiritual.ethric
the next plane up is the plane of radiant light that the dead go thru a tunnel thru the ethric to when they die
the next plane up from that is the Blue which I have spoken much of
the next plane up is the rosey
to me it is like countless pearls everywhere yet every pearl is in complete harmony with every other pearl
and also contains all the other pearls
our words just dont fit speaking of it

your dream - to me - is coming back from deeper sleep (from the 'other side of the sun' as some cultures call it)
back to this world - you are perceiving the coming into a BODY
one first enters into actual body in the blue realm
that is why the 5 pointed star that represents an actual active body is depicted as blue
FRIEND: Genniii, that is nothing short of awesome. Thank you.
genniii: I think that is what we are seeking. The djed is an energy mico-tower, I believe. It is energy like what Elie is speaking of there. When completed, I think the shift will be evident. We are working against a clock on this dimension.
I think we are on the same page
I just word it different
and perhaps
just perhaps
have an inkling of what we are gonna open up on this plane of material demonstrations
genniii: and I will also take of them for priests and for Levites, saith the LORD
For as the new heavens and the new earth, which I will make, shall remain before me, saith the LORD, so shall your seed and your name remain
And it shall come to pass, that from one new moon to another, and from one sabbath to another, shall all flesh come to worship before me, saith the LORD
And they shall go forth, and look upon the carcases of the men that have transgressed against me: for their worm shall not die, neither shall their fire be quenched; and they shall be an abhorring unto all flesh.
this passage is almost never seen correctly
FRIEND: Listening
genniii: There are even people in Telos that are 30,000 years old, people who saw the destruction of Lemuria/Atlantis, people who saw the Lemurian-Atlanean wars.
FRIEND: The only thing I resonate with there is that LeMuria and Atlantis were contemporaries.
genniii: priests and levites = service. those who can will serve
the changes will come, from one moon to another things will ebb and things will flow, there will be regular sabbath where all shall gather to share the earth bounty
they who can will go forth from body, they will look down upon the sores and sicknesses and do what they can for the paths in and out shall never perish and they shall be healers
genniii: FRIEND the destructions of atlantis and lemuria
took many stages
in the ends most of the "isms" had fallen by the wayside
but much went on before the first parting of the ways of things
by the time of the final destruction of the last of atalatia (with Lemuria already demolished)
Most atlatians abhorred Lemurians as being way less of value than the homeless dogs in the streets
thing not often ever writ in anything I have seen written
is ONLY those of a certain mindset survived
genniii: *Laughing*
I think much of past is irrelavent
it is what we do to bring up another that is important
all of us have rights of access of all that others before us have wraught
it is what WE bring forth for ourselves and others to live in from this day forth that is what counts
(Typos altered, spacing changed, non relevant posts by others removed etc)
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When the world was still not so very solid, when the lands and the beings were still as like ectoplasm being extruded from spirits that were also just electrophorus energy beings of light
Even one's own body was not considered self but rather something entered into, then left behind. In the beginning it would come to be for the adventure of the consciousness that raised it into being, then faded back into unformed energy when the adventure was completed.
It was a grand game to conjure up a body that would cause to come to be in the greater nebulous formable world arena a time and event to be experienced *as if real* to create real memories.
Eventually some bodies became habits. Eventually the beings remained in the habits. Eventually the games became reality. Eventually the created reality became dense materialized mass. Eventually the oneness was forgotten and since the materialized mass was being influenced by so many, Each individual eventually considered it to be something uncooperative and separate and something that survival in became a challenge.
Eventually life became rituals of survival. The former life outside of time and space was forgotten. What was experienced as Here and Now was contracted down into a very small immediate sensed moment slice that grew in comprehension to be all that is.
The beings in bodies still had game and still were creators and many things would come into being. Sometimes systems crashed and survivors did a reboot and rebuilt from existing but creation still brought change and ongoingness from here's and now's continued.

Now our present 21st century is upon us birthed from a world wide event of non-disaster brought on by the technology of internet and television bringing a world watching Y2K into the infancy of portions of the old reality systems crashing once again from fatal errors.
Thousands are in the streets objecting to portions of the game and refusing to play and showcasing what others do to them. Millions the world over have joined them in spirit agreeing things much need to be changed for the betterment of the whole of humanity over the addictive habits of a few.

If the djed is the sum total common consciousness of man that creates by radioing out what man is into a gameboard for man to act out game, the djed itself is being rebooted and upgraded to come come back as a higher form.
It will not be the Man Jesus of former time. It will be the man today that seeks the higher integration of at least 99 percent.
The focus is not just on man to man, THE LIFE OF THE WORLD ITSELF has come into the being broadcast considerations.
The talk of the EarthWorld Life is much akin to saying not what was the body of Jesus, but the life within him that he claimed lived in every man and woman and brought on be on earth as it is in heaven and preached THY KINGDOM COME.
Man has reached an epoch peak of ability and of helplessness combined.
A next step is inevitable.
The One percent have failed epically, the ninety nine percent need to bring whatever next up out of themselves, they need to radio it out of the Djed.

Earlier I wrote in this writing: Somewhere in the New Testament Jesus is speaking and he says "and I shall reveal myself" or "and I shall show clearly my Glory" or "and they shall see me with their eyes".
Again I dont have an access ISP to use to get on internet as I write this so I have to paraphrase from memory
In the rock opera 'Jesus Christ Superstar are the prophetic words: "if all the voices were stilled, The rocks and stones themselves would start to sing"
The living real djeds of earth are 7 billion in number. Weave all that is each of them into a whole and you will have the tapestry that depicts the most common denominators being radioed by human bodies into the earth as game of the moment. That tapestry embroidery is not formed just by the bodies for the body is but the radio tower djed instrument. It is the spirit life individual consciousness ego identity of self that is what each of us radiate to others. Any one of us can go deep into stillness and connect with a greater, but what counts for anything is the one that gets back up from their cushion and interacts with Life that one is.
Earth has been waiting for a long long time for events to unfold and affect man/woman and bring about the instant of best consensual infant form possible to absorb as conscious ACTIVE living self in it's now gestated body.
Material mass is about to become a living body.
That which was alive in Jesus, that the Romans spilled into earth as Jesus blood is waiting for the ideal moment to wake up as a planetary rebirth.
It is not going to be some silly sky hologram of the body of Jesus floating in the sky proclaiming that Earth's babysitter ruler is now in charge.
It is going to be the two witnesses of earth itself and the conscious Life Spirit of earth in personal relationship with each and every life that dwells in it.

The seed of that which the earth is to be is now already walking this earth. Two beings, one male and one female have come.
It is my belief they will remain unseen and unrecognized by most other than as common human beings.
They are radioing to all of humanity the love for others as it has been developed by them in their own evolution to the highest as reached in love of two conscious living beings for each other through all of evolution. This influence is now inside our manifest reality and open to access for any that can bring themselves to partake. If anyone seeks such, they now can find. These two are the safe anchor through the coming chaos. Any who out of compassion love cares for other humans of need is now assisted by the magical presence of these two earth helpers. They are in the Earth, so any living earthling has access to what dwells in their hearts.

At the proper moment, perhaps by earth calender expectations, perhaps not, Earth will take on the common consciousness heart a it's own. This will be the change, the Ascension into Higher. Earth will become a conscious living being just as it always was but mow active in it's own life in relationship with each and everyone of it's own inhabitants that it nurtures into life.
Of course since what the earth will then be will also be the umbrella of understanding that we of human life will be standing on as ground of our being, it will be impossible for us to no longer see true each other only from our own limited perspectives. We will see others not through their own pretenses or through our own bias but as earth perceives. What was hidden shall be shouted from the rooftops. Most all of us will morph into consensual helpers. Unfortunately some lives will become extinguished for the greater good of humanity but hopefully most of such will have already been completed previously. The main thrust will be concern and care for the ones that dwell within the bodies.

We shall all have much help, for other earths and other non-earths beings are already surrounding and ready to welcome us to our waiting futures.
They had to allow us to bring our future up out of ourselves in accordance with our own desires emanating from what we perceive as is. They were not allowed to bequeath for what is given is not what comes up out of. What we are to go into had to come out of ourselves.

It is we who will now have the opportunity to bring to the cosmos and universes and dimensions that which we djed'd into a living reality.

genniii · 2012-09-01 12:07:40

I voted in the poll ... vote number 19188
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and still waiting

mysticneptune · 2012-09-10 19:48:29

Thank-you gennii for the beautiful writen piece .

Love and Light to all family

genniii · 2013-01-15 02:42:55

This rambling started with

genniii wrote:
It was back in the mid 1970s that I started to become aware in my dreams and visions that things were going to change on a greater worldwide cultural level as well as with the more personal changes that I go through.

My personal symbolic representation of this 'Change' has been as a 'Concert' where 'New Music' would be played for a gathered audience.
In all these years I have seen a multitude of things both in my dreams and visions reality and in manifest reality of our collective continuum here on Earth that to me pointed out like hands on a clock how far progressed a state of affairs was that was not running on predictable gears and cog mechanisms.

... .(edit: there were more words to that post that turned into so many more words as a long rambling thread! ha ha ha). ...

Be prepared for the Present to fade into the Past
There is a New Music To Be Opened Upon The Land
Be prepared to Dance and Enjoy What You Do Deeply Within Your Being In Deed
Drink of this New fully to allow that which has been waiting in you to be Nourished
For Man/Woman's work is never done
but with this new future we could be having more fun!

today I wish to:

Greetings and salutations my friends
Some friends I know and some I know not
I have no idea who reads this thread. It is an intriguing mystery to me why it seems the numbers of hits on this post climbs almost daily. 16671 hits, I just looked.

I Decided it is time for an update.

If I knew how to html I would start with a headline in color and bold larger text different font

Here be now one of the biggest clues. It is not to say who is to credit or blame. It is not Really a paraffin test. It is only candle wax. Good candles are made of beeswax. And you just read through your prison walls. You already lost your mortal soul. You were fooled to look for life. You are already dead and in your past. It's all your fault. Your life is in you already. We are all the ones that move the line.

The challenge to me is can I explain? Chose words to elaborate and make the meaning plain. That anyone can reread, then ponder their own. And perhaps thus move the line for themselves and thus for those they love?

When I was a wee child, My mom once told me started before I was five, I would be woken up from nightmares, usually by mom shaking me. I would be loudly screaming drenched with sweat and my skin icy cold. She always wanted to know what I dreamed of but I never knew. It always went away instantly once I awoke. Once I had dry pajamas on again, my skin was normal and warm again and we all went back to bed. However many the night afterwards, I lay there awake and pondered her plea, "I wish you would tell me what's wrong!" because I would wish that I Knew that myself. Then came one night in the midst of a dream, I was instantly alert. "THIS IS IT!" I remember 'thinking'. My Nightmare was happening! I watched the whole thing and couldnt understand anything. I think I tried to figure it out so hard that I woke myself up and lay there trying to figure it out because part of my pondering included that watching the nightmare instead of being in the nightmare = I wasnt sweating or cold. I never had the nightmare again but I also never forgot it.
Something around forty years later, I was involved in a project with a lot of others. I had a lot of problems doing my share. I tried over and over but just never did. The others kept doing what they did, it was only me that was disappointed in me. Then one time the group session was finished and I had 'Failed' again. instead of the feeling of guilty failing, I was pissed. Without the help of the group, I went back to my challenge on my own. There were non of the others around could watch me. It was beyond what my muscles or ability could do. Then there was something that started in me. I still hurt and it still took effort beyond what I thought possible but I got to my goal. Instantly upon accomplishment - my mind just absolutely KNEW, that my old 'Nightmare' was my dreamer's FEAR that I would never do what I had just done. I also knew absolutely that I was no longer what I had been before. Also after that, when I took part again with the group, I not only was able to do mine but it seemed to me our whole reasons and challenges changed in my own perception. I still could not, however, figure out how the symbols and stuff of the nightmare related to that challenging endeavor.

One of the changes in me was that my already existing interest in dreams increased.

Many times in my dreams, just before I wake, it seems I am with an older or younger brother or sister or angel or lover or boss or group that wants me to do something I dont want to do. One of my most memorable is of like a Jesus type figure leading me down an ancient stone circular staircase to an ancient stone dungeon type room. There is a huge furnace glowing almost white hot. The handle is a thick rod comes out and gets thinner and spirals such that the end is a thick coil cool and safe cool black iron to grasp to open the door. The person opens the door. There is a fire inside. I am supposed to jump in. I balk. I dont wanna. We lock eyes. He says "You HAVE to. The moment I touch flame, I wale up.

Through the years, there have been multitudes of scenarios of waking up...
I have dived off cliffs. I have ridden bikes at neckbreak speeds or slow and easy down steep or gentle slopes of hill.

Trying to remember what to add to the above sentence my mind insists on saying I went round a solid stone wall and woke up in bed.
The wall thing is a common. Was always with another being. Through repetition, when I got to the wall, I knew absolutly that I would be leaving the person I was with behind. One time we got to the wall, I asked, "Why the F**k'n wall?" The one with me said. You guys over there built the wall."

So
Beloved reader if you are following that does bring me to what I wish to say by writing all this.

However first there is on other thing I wish to inject as an aside.
I have written that in the 30 years that I faithfully kept dream journals where I recorded dreams in notebooks many but also on unorganized scraps of paper and breakfast napkins or whatever... I have written that my Dream Symbol for what to me is a "Change" of reality long expected by me that is stronger in me because I see it written of by others in so many varied forms... My symbol is of a CONCERT of 'New Music.
Now, it has been long that I have had what is called Tinnitus - I hear mostly like a white noise in my head as if it is out there somewhere. It changes. I have met others have it. I never bothered to tell a doctor since I would rather take the noise than a pill.
Well, it was a while ago because I lay down in bed in a different than how I sleep now is set up and decorated, I turned off the lights and lay down and pulled up the covers but hadnt yet pulled down the fabric I pull down from behind my head to cover my eyes - (an old habit from when I worked night shift that prevents passing night traffic from flashing through my eyelids and waking me without reason). Before I could reach for that fabric, my Tinnitus LOUDLY, as if I was standing in the middle of a choir with a huge orchestra all around us, my Tinnitus played for me Handel's Messiah Hallelujah Chorus! A long version - four part harmony with full orchestration - and full majestic FEELING!

it is what I wish to say by writing all this that reminded me that I had written here about "concert" being my symbol for change. That Handel's Messiah Hallelujah Chorus presentation was a while ago but it is only now that it comes to mind that BACK THEN the change I have been waiting for so long HAS ALREADY HAPPENed.

we just dont REALize it!

Now finally ha ha
the dream I wish to share that brings what I posted as "Headline"

I wont include what preceded. But I was driving an automobile. It was through a densely populated with much traffic. A dark haired, dark skinned female driving a dark forest green one seater car pulled in front of me "play acting" that she was 'cutting in the line in front of me with a big grin as if saying "Gotcha!". It was like a way of saying "Hello!" I smiled inwardly and let her get in line in front of me. She was driving with both her arms out the side windows resting luxuriously along the outer top back fenders with her fingers casually draped down over the top of her stop lights. It brought to me an inner chuckle as if she was sign language communicating "Comfort" that I understood. When I figured that part, she took her hands back inside the car. Once she moved her hands I could see that the fender itself was built as if there was a skin painted form of those arms and fingers as part of the fender.
I took a look at my rear view mirror. There was a long long line behind me stretching back down a very very long hill. It seemed that I knew the lady behind me in traffic just as much as I knew the lady that I had let in front of me. I reached my right hand out and back and hooked a finger into her car. as if to make easier for steering, for need of gas, for ease of driving .. whatever. She wiggled her car sorta like driving sided to side just a little bit, as if it was also 'sign language, for I saw a group of cars behind her wiggle in a ripple together and I realized those behind me were all pulling each other along too.
At that I kinda soared to a higher view. I realized that the lady in front of me and all that "as long as behind" line in front of us were already up over the crest of the hill. The line actually moving even though seemingly slowly but the absolute patience, calm and 'Happy Joy' of those 'stuck' in line seemed important. I wanted to know why it seemed important. I was about to instinctively 'rise' higher as if to go back in memory to see what happened earlier in the dream and know perhaps what the line was for or to. However as soon as I seemed to reach for that instinct ... It was as if a barrier ceiling crashed down from somewhere up there in the form of very loud words saying "It is not Really a paraffin test. It is only candle wax."
.............. and I was in bed. Groggy but awake.
............... well quite normally in past ... the first thing my day might have started with would have been 'OH SH*T! I am awake!' For whatever reason, instead I began chanting mentally "It is not Really a paraffin test. It is only candle wax." also I resisted thinking about "Hey! candle wax IS paraffin dummy!" instead I kept mentally chanting "It is not Really a paraffin test. It is only candle wax." at least till I went to the bathroom and put coffee on cause the phrase I was chanting could help me remember that dream, and I really did want to write that cool dream down!
... I opened my eyes and it was daylight already. I chanted harder to not let my mind go "normal" when I saw it was even 2:43 PM already!!!
As I chanted "It is not Really a paraffin test. It is only candle wax." it seemed to grow bigger. I wouldnt let my mind go to it
By what I had once I sat down to write, it was most of that that headline that I wrote. Once I wrote it the portions: "Here be now one of the biggest clues." and "We are all the ones that move the line."

Those lines are what came to me while I was writing what I remembered and realizing "It is not Really a paraffin test. It is only candle wax." is the kind of statement that gets my attention so much in media (k)news where they twist stuff in a way to authoritatively lead your mind to bullsh*t.

It is like that is the wall that I have to go through to wake up. That somehow they steal my soul.. my soul being my ego consciousness of self conscious memory of me being me... and I lose the memory of a great portion of the past that restricts my PERCEPTION of now, which restricts my KNOWING which restricts my ability to do inside of Here & Now to garden my future better.

...............
So guys that is what I wanted to share here.
I hope it gives you encouragement.
I hope it helps you "consider" that YES! we are here now
There is New Celestial music playing inside us
We are already all in line THAT REALLY IS MOVING

keep your hands on your own wheel
calm peace alert
The destination is the journey
we are entering where we have long been heading
the world is already all around us
we are the ones that are building it for each other

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