StarshipCapricorn User Forum

observe50 wrote:

I am a tall Grey and I am standing with a group of very tall Grey's. A little further in the center of this room are other very tall Grey's (the very tall Grey's are the Elder's) The group I am in moves over and joins with the other group when one of the very tall Grey's communicates and asks me if I want to become human and help the people on Earth when it was time.

So let me get this straight.  You were a Grey before this life and then were given the choice to become a human in this life to help humanity?  If Grey's are so intrigued by us stupid humans, why don't they just BECOME human like you did and experience it for themselves?  Just curious and thanks for the post.  Interesting. 

tst, I don't know if deals were made. Abductee's I believe are taken in different ways. The Grey's I believe are the ones that are best known for taking but others species have done so. I believe the reason the Grey's are better know is because (and this is from what I know) the Grey's consider the Earth there laboratory we are to them as animals are to us. Some of us are pets, some testing specimens and others just left to roam free....until. They monitor the entire Earth. There are other species that are here and all is well as long as these other species do not interfere with what the Grey's are doing. If another species does interfere with the Grey's and what they are doing they will do battle and as I was told they try to take the battles out over the waters they don't want any of the ships to crash on land.

Organic I liked your question but what it comes down to is the Grey's "DO NOT" want to become human and they were quite pleased that I agreed. To me being asked to help another species was a great priviledge plus it would make my parents honored.

Also I would like to say this when I was told when I became human I would become stupid it really wasn't meant as an insult. Weather we like it or not the Grey's do have superior intelligence and it was just a word to let me know that I wasn't gonna be as smart as I was.

I will say this: At this point in my life I can only say what I do is observe here and then whenever I choose. I don't like things I see here or there at times but I do understand that this is the way it really is weather it is liked or not. The Grey's are not the best but they also aren't the worst.

My position of seeing both sides is difficult at times to say the least.

I am a little chick here, chirp, chirp.

I'm on the walkway of the ship with the one I go to but first let me describe this ship to you from what my little green eyes experienced.
Ship is round and made of a very dark green/gray color.The walkway went all away around the ship and sections were closed off with a door that slid inward. There are different sized rooms on this ship, it would be one we would call a gathering ship of human and plant species it is also an older ship.

The one I go to is to the right of me we are standing in a somewhat dimly lit walkway and he communicates that he needs to put what is called a breathing appartus to my nose, he communicated not to be afraid this would not hurt me. He moved back and over slightly and took something from the wall behind us then returned to where he was next to me, he raised his hand and put his hand to my nose but I saw or felt nothing. I was told that I needed to wear this because where we were going I could not breathe the air. We started down the walkway when I noticed he was kind of gliding just above the flooring and that his skin was greyish/white almost translucent. (I'm still amazed that being so little I knew the word translucent and what it meant.) I stopped as so did he and I asked how come when you talk your mouth doesn't move, he told me that he talks to me by what is known as telepathy and that one day I would be able to do it to but I would have to try very very hard for a very long time but, I would be able to do it. (Occassionaly I will try and sometimes I just feel I just get there and become so pleased because I realize it I knock myself right out of it, so much for patting yourself on the back before you accomplish anything, lol.) What I do is close my eyes and focus on my third eye and tuning everything out and trying to say what I want without thinking it, it's not easy for me. Also being able to listen and/or visualize is tuff for me. BUT, as he said I would have to try very very hard for a very long time and I haven't tried very hard or very long. It seems when I am there I do it without thought but being here I can't do it.

Okay, we continue around this walkway just as we pass a door that is open I stop again as does he and I tilt my head and look into the room he saids that I am not to worry I will not be going into that room I am here for a more important reason and I asked what, he said that one day I would heal people and I asked why? (lol) he said that they knew my soul was innocient and pure and I would always want to do what was right. (the room I looked into was small and looked just like a Doctor's examination room)

We continue and we come to what looks like a regular glass wall almost from floor to ceiling again we stop. The room inside is brightly lit and large there are rows and rows of beautiful green plants and all along the walls are small thin trees there is one shortie in there with his back to me it appears he just finished caring for the plants and is leaving the room. I ask where do all the beautiful plants come from and he told me they collect them from all over the Earth. He now turns and looks down to me he says, remember this: ALL DISEASES CAN BE CURED FROM THE ROOT'S OF PLANTS. I close my eyes and I think I have to remember these words so I repeat them to myself a few times.

We continue on, we come to a wall he raises his hand and the door slids open inward. (I believe it is at this time I realize his arm is very long and skinny and he has only four fingers.) We enter into a room that is quite large more retangle in shape I look to my right and there is a very tall Grey over against the wall he is gliding just above the flooring and he doesn't take his eyes off what looks like buttons and lights then I sense that he is monitoring the inside of the ship to make sure everything is correctly operating. The one I am with motions for me to cross the room then to sit in the seat. (this seat is fairly large and very comfortable) He communicates that he needed to put what are called headphones over my head  and he says they will cover my ears he says again do not be afraid this will not hurt you. After he does that he tells me to look forward a screen is going to come up and pictures are going to flash very quickly but I would understand. He reaches in front of me a touches a button on the console, while he is doing this I am thinking I'm just a little kid how am I going to remember pictures that flash very fast. All of a sudden this screen is there in front of me, it is fairly large and pictures start to flash. First they start slowly with short quick flashes at all different area's of the screen then they pick up speed and start to flash pretty quickly all over the screen. I remember to this moment feeling very proud of myself because I understood. All I can tell you now from what I remember is seeing people, places, things and events and at the end the last picture was of an very old ugly wrinkled women dressed in black with a black kerchief over her head and tied under her chin. Some of the pictures I remember are of an airplane flying in a bright blue sky, people from all different locations on Earth and I remember this one picture where the clothes were made of very bright colors yellows and red I remember old cars and funny looking clothes from a place called Chicage. I saw the Arch of St. Louis.
Several years ago I was brushing my teeth and I looked in the mirror and I could see the face that was staring back at me was the face that would become the very old ugly wrinkled woman dressed in black and what I saw was things that would be in my future, plain and simple my life.
(I guess I never won the lottery,lol)

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oops! sorry,  did I say short version?

Let me know when you get to Chicago, we'll have a pizza party.  I know this great place. 

Really quiet and a bit brisk.

We are preparing for another big snowfall.

Thank God I got all my Christmas shopping done yesterday.

Where are you at, epiphany?  Please tell.

T

wow

Where are you at, epiphany?  Please tell.

I am an Oregonian... southern oregon... 8 miles from the border of northen cali..thank you for asking...

I am going for that pain in the butt shopping tomorrow..I have 4 kids to shop for and a grandson..lots of gift giving...so I feel a bit like scrooge so far...it's nice having to get the gifts and sit back and say Ahh I've done it!

Snow is so quiet and serene, white and blinding..I have never been to chicago..hope you are warm...

We only get snow here in Jan and it's usually a nice one, that's because I am in a 1640 ft elevation and the other mts are higher and they get the snow, I get the white frost though, that looks like a crystal frost all over the area, and it's beautiful..then it warms up to about 50/60 mostly if the sun comes out...I like it here, mild winters...

How I feel depends on the situation/experience. If it is just me and the one I go to I feel as if I am where I am to be and it is very natural. I am focused and comfortable. However every situation isn't like that such as this one:

I am sitting in what looks somewhat like an ordinary Dentist chair but it isn't one. This room looks small and is very badly lit. There are two beings behind the chair I am very uncomfortable I feel as if they aren't the Grey's. I am scared and I am repeating please don't hurt me, please just don't hurt me I am wiggling around in the chair. I sense them getting close (it never occured to me to see if I could get up, duh) I hear the one on the right behind me say she is giving us trouble then I hear a voice say she is one of the better ones. The voice sounded like the one I go to and when I heard his voice I immediately calmed down I felt safe/protected. I look and I see something coming down from the ceiling it has a light on the end of it and I start up again don't hurt me, please don't hurt me. I start to feel a little hazy I see an arm reach up to take hold and pull down this piece of equipment closer to him (his arm is brownish and wrinkled looking) he says in a calm soft communication to stay still he wanted to do this right and I repeated please just don't hurt me. I stayed so still, I was scared. Now I coud feel the end of the light thing go into my right ear I thought it just feels like a q-tip. This being removed this piece of equipment and it went back up to the ceiling (Nothing hurt and I worried to this point for nothing.) Now this very bright light shined down toward me it was warm and made me feel good, for some reason I raised my hands to the light and for some reason I thought they are finally giving me the power to heal. (I always knew one way would be by the use of energy in the palm of my hands, only to find out later I  was wrong) Anyhow, after this light went out the two beings carefully helped me out of the chair, I am still hazy and can only make out they are not the Grey's and they aren't much taller then me. After they helped me up and we are to the right side of this chair the one being that has been doing all the work took my right arm and lifted it a little and rotated my shoulder, when he finished with that he did the same with my left shoulder I remember thinking why is he rotating my shoulders when he put something in my ear. When they had finished that they turned me around and another light came on I could see this room wasn't small I could only see half of it but what I was looking at scared me silly. I started all over again with don't hurt me please, just don't hurt me. What I am looking at are three metal tables, each table has what looks like three straps on them. One for the shoulder area, one for the stomach area and one for the ankle area. Looking at this all I could think is if they have to strap you down this must really hurt. The two beings helped me over to the first table they turned me and were about to help me up when I hear NO she doesn't go there she goes back now. The two beings stepped back from me and that's all I remember.

As time passed I realized what was put in my ear was an audio/visual device that they can activate when they want to show or tell me things, visits with them decreased almost to nothing.

I think I would have peed my pants for sure.  Whew!  You're one brave lady, observe50. 

You asked if I ever wanted to get the implants removed not really becausse my experiences have not been bad.

After they put the audio/visual in me they could approach me in a different way so to say.

Here is something I was shown and told by this implant.
I'm laying in my bed  I wake within myself I see what looks like a ticker tape going by very fast from right to left. I know that I am being programmed with something but it is to fast for me to really pick up anything from it. Now I see this symbol it looks like a circle and within the circle it is colored red and orange and in the middle is a black dot of a certain size to the circle I am told that this is the symbol for Cancer. Next another circle appears to the left of the last it is the same except for the black symbol inside looks kind of like an enclosed less then symbol. I am told this is the symbol for Aids. Now I am being shown a very thin booklet the front of this booklet is red and orange also and at the botton is on word.

                                   VIRUS

I am told that this booklet has all known Viruses in it.

Next I hear this: END OF TRANSMISSION SOMEONE IS COMING. I open my eyes and listen very carefully and I hear my grandson coming up the basement steps walk through the living room come upstairs and go to bed, he stayed up late with his pop-pop.

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In away you have it right, but if they want you they can come take you anytime they want. I don't have a problem with them because my situation is different. I can understand how an abductee feels because I fortunately have the priviledge of seeing both perspectives. I understand how things are and do understand them neither is right or wrong it is just the way it is with different species.

I have picked up things like concern over a radio-active volcanic eruption. (we know volcanos aren't radio active so who or what could cause this.) I did have a feeling of the presense of two military men saying this with great concern.

I also was told to remember Casper, Wyoming-----why?

With me so far it has never, ever been stressful its just been this is the way it is.

I can't stress this enough, as a human race we are curious but if you encounter a UFO/OCCUPANT please be careful there are good ones and bad ones.

Each and every one of us should treasure being human no matter how much or how little we have. I wish this life would never end I wouldn't want theres that for sure, its not what its cracked up to be.

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