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With my experiences I have either not much recall, some recall or total recall. All I can do is right the things I remember and they won't be in order. Sometimes there can be a decade or even longer between visits or there can be several within a few months of small tidbits of information.
They say there are two sizes with te Grey's this is in-correct there are three. The shorties as I call them, the tall ones and the very tall ones.
Mostly I go to the same very tall Grey.
I am in a room its all dark Grey in color the lights are very dim. I am a tall Grey and I am standing with a group of very tall Grey's. A little further in the center of this room are other very tall Grey's (the very tall Grey's are the Elder's) The group I am in moves over and joins with the other group when one of the very tall Grey's communicates and asks me if I want to become human and help the people on Earth when it was time. I responded I will go if it is only for the good. They were very pleased and I was honored for to come to Earth was a priviledge. I was told that when I became human I would become stupid (they didn't mean this as an insult) They communicated that throughout my human life they would come when they could and I would learn what I needed to know.
Like everyone else night comes and your parents tell you time to go to bed. I am young here I can't give you an exact age.
I wake up but my eyes are closed I think I am floating (but wait what is floating how would I know this young what floating was or felt like) I open my eyes and lift my head, I am in a lying down position with my arms to my side I can not move from my shoulders down. I turn my head to the left and look down and there I am in bed sleeping. I think there are two of me I am out of my body. I rest my head down and close my eyes then I feel myself slowly start to move. When I stop I open my eyes and lift my head to see that I slightly moved to the bottom of the bed and I am now facing one of the windows. I know that I am going to go straight through that window and up to the ship (how would I know this) but all of a sudden I got scared and thought what happens if I go through that window and I fall I am on the second floor and there are bushes under the window, I could get hurt or even die and I would never see my family again I started to yell within myself no, no, no I don't want to go. I rested my head down and shut my eyes again and again I started to slowly move. When I stopped I opened my eyes and looked only to my surprise find out I was right back where I started looking down at myself. I was shaking and scared my heart was pounding and my breathing was fast and hard my thoughts were as soon as I get back in my body I am going to hold onto my bed with all my strength and never let go. The next thing I wake with a start and I am holding onto the sides of my bed with all my strength I am scared to death and my heart and breathing are fast and hard. I hear this very soft voice to the left side of me say, listen to me concentrate on you heart beat take slow long deep breath's then slowly let it go contcentrate on your heartbeat, remember this will always calm you.
I'll write more later
Last edited by observe50 (2005-12-12 14:33:47)
I was curious as the percentage of abductees who are actually taken in the physical sense, as opposed to the percentage who are "spirited" away...Is every abductee taken in the same manner?
Also, are there multiple races of abductors, or is it only the Greys?
Do you know if there is any truth to the idea that the U.S. government made a deal with the Greys in the 1950's?
I am a tall Grey and I am standing with a group of very tall Grey's. A little further in the center of this room are other very tall Grey's (the very tall Grey's are the Elder's) The group I am in moves over and joins with the other group when one of the very tall Grey's communicates and asks me if I want to become human and help the people on Earth when it was time.
So let me get this straight. You were a Grey before this life and then were given the choice to become a human in this life to help humanity? If Grey's are so intrigued by us stupid humans, why don't they just BECOME human like you did and experience it for themselves? Just curious and thanks for the post. Interesting.
observe50, thank you for sharing your experience, it must be rather hard to write this for us.
To me I got that you didn't want to go, you were taken by levitation and said no I'm afraid and don't want to die, you wanted to see your family, and then you were left alone? IS that what happened? 'cause I have read many times that if you can and are aware when you are being abducted and tell them no, your freewill is requested, maybe not all the time? Dejavu here I think you might have discussed this with me before, but humor me again, I forgot what you said.
My son told me he had an experience when he was 17 in northern ca with his little brother who was 8 then, that a grey came up to the tent and he was standing there in there with him and his brother was asleep, he told the grey to leave his brother alone, and he doesn't remember anything else, I was in the next tent over, and was sleeping too heavy to know this, also he told me that he and his dad saw a crash that night up in the mts, and it light up and he thought there was a connection. At that time I was convinced that those stars moving up there were just satalites up in the sky, I thought it was our gov doing it all, this goes back june 2001, now I'm not so sure. But I do believe him, kids can teach us (adults) alot if we only just take the time to listen.
can't wait for your reply...
tst, I don't know if deals were made. Abductee's I believe are taken in different ways. The Grey's I believe are the ones that are best known for taking but others species have done so. I believe the reason the Grey's are better know is because (and this is from what I know) the Grey's consider the Earth there laboratory we are to them as animals are to us. Some of us are pets, some testing specimens and others just left to roam free....until. They monitor the entire Earth. There are other species that are here and all is well as long as these other species do not interfere with what the Grey's are doing. If another species does interfere with the Grey's and what they are doing they will do battle and as I was told they try to take the battles out over the waters they don't want any of the ships to crash on land.
Organic I liked your question but what it comes down to is the Grey's "DO NOT" want to become human and they were quite pleased that I agreed. To me being asked to help another species was a great priviledge plus it would make my parents honored.
Also I would like to say this when I was told when I became human I would become stupid it really wasn't meant as an insult. Weather we like it or not the Grey's do have superior intelligence and it was just a word to let me know that I wasn't gonna be as smart as I was.
I will say this: At this point in my life I can only say what I do is observe here and then whenever I choose. I don't like things I see here or there at times but I do understand that this is the way it really is weather it is liked or not. The Grey's are not the best but they also aren't the worst.
My position of seeing both sides is difficult at times to say the least.
In fully to understand the Grey abduction:
The grey story from a Sirian viewpoint is this:
Something happened to their planet or system
War, catastrofe something, the survivors went underground
They decided to continue their generation under the surface of the planet/s
fed up of all the suffering they Decide to Manipulate their gens so they should not Feel pain
or rather not feel much at all.
Then with time the decendants Start loosing their feelings
living so long underground made also the physical apearance change
All the genetic experiments to loose feelings and being underground so long made their skin Grey and
making them have those big Black eyes they have.
The greys havent always been like they are today Grey/white with big eyes.
The Decendants of the grey supervivors that went underground
saw there race was Dying so they decided to Create a Hybrid race
Earth humans was choosen as the perfect subject because of their high experience with feelings.
The greys ASKED permission first
they went to the EARTH GOVERMENTS which they believed have the highest authority over people on the planet.
The goverment said YES
if the greys gave them some Technology in return, they would be protected and allowed to do abductions on humans.
(isnt The Goverments very nice , dont caring at all about other than what they self earn)
A Whole era of Abductions was about to start (Some with help of the goverment)
So on one side you had the grey doing abduction in UFO on the other the Goverments capturing humans so the greys
could do abduction with them.
The Grey would have stopped the abduction if they knew each person was against it.
But Humans feeling like Fear, tears, pain etc.. result of abduction the grey was unable to understand.
Only when the human subject Clearly Said "You are breaking the free will"
they could understand and then they would normaly Stop on that human.
The Galactic federation and the higher commands allowed this in certain way
maybe they was feeling sorry for the dying race , because the grey was realy desperate
so Galactic federation didnt intervene.
The Grey abduction experiment on humans Failed
so Abduction has heavely decreased or stopped nowatdays.
The grey are futher not much involved in this Abduction thing but they was in past.
I hope this solve many of the doubt about the Grey and their abductions.
Please understand they was desperate.
yes they was not very spiritual envolved
they was playing the animal ego- game for survival
but their situation was realy bad.
I think we can understand them if we try.
Because of the action the greys have done with humans in their desperation
The galactic federation have Denied the grey to participate in the first part of First contact
but they may be allowed to participate later on.
Last edited by Sirius_starchild (2005-12-13 09:14:10)
I am a little chick here, chirp, chirp.
I'm on the walkway of the ship with the one I go to but first let me describe this ship to you from what my little green eyes experienced.
Ship is round and made of a very dark green/gray color.The walkway went all away around the ship and sections were closed off with a door that slid inward. There are different sized rooms on this ship, it would be one we would call a gathering ship of human and plant species it is also an older ship.
The one I go to is to the right of me we are standing in a somewhat dimly lit walkway and he communicates that he needs to put what is called a breathing appartus to my nose, he communicated not to be afraid this would not hurt me. He moved back and over slightly and took something from the wall behind us then returned to where he was next to me, he raised his hand and put his hand to my nose but I saw or felt nothing. I was told that I needed to wear this because where we were going I could not breathe the air. We started down the walkway when I noticed he was kind of gliding just above the flooring and that his skin was greyish/white almost translucent. (I'm still amazed that being so little I knew the word translucent and what it meant.) I stopped as so did he and I asked how come when you talk your mouth doesn't move, he told me that he talks to me by what is known as telepathy and that one day I would be able to do it to but I would have to try very very hard for a very long time but, I would be able to do it. (Occassionaly I will try and sometimes I just feel I just get there and become so pleased because I realize it I knock myself right out of it, so much for patting yourself on the back before you accomplish anything, lol.) What I do is close my eyes and focus on my third eye and tuning everything out and trying to say what I want without thinking it, it's not easy for me. Also being able to listen and/or visualize is tuff for me. BUT, as he said I would have to try very very hard for a very long time and I haven't tried very hard or very long. It seems when I am there I do it without thought but being here I can't do it.
Okay, we continue around this walkway just as we pass a door that is open I stop again as does he and I tilt my head and look into the room he saids that I am not to worry I will not be going into that room I am here for a more important reason and I asked what, he said that one day I would heal people and I asked why? (lol) he said that they knew my soul was innocient and pure and I would always want to do what was right. (the room I looked into was small and looked just like a Doctor's examination room)
We continue and we come to what looks like a regular glass wall almost from floor to ceiling again we stop. The room inside is brightly lit and large there are rows and rows of beautiful green plants and all along the walls are small thin trees there is one shortie in there with his back to me it appears he just finished caring for the plants and is leaving the room. I ask where do all the beautiful plants come from and he told me they collect them from all over the Earth. He now turns and looks down to me he says, remember this: ALL DISEASES CAN BE CURED FROM THE ROOT'S OF PLANTS. I close my eyes and I think I have to remember these words so I repeat them to myself a few times.
We continue on, we come to a wall he raises his hand and the door slids open inward. (I believe it is at this time I realize his arm is very long and skinny and he has only four fingers.) We enter into a room that is quite large more retangle in shape I look to my right and there is a very tall Grey over against the wall he is gliding just above the flooring and he doesn't take his eyes off what looks like buttons and lights then I sense that he is monitoring the inside of the ship to make sure everything is correctly operating. The one I am with motions for me to cross the room then to sit in the seat. (this seat is fairly large and very comfortable) He communicates that he needed to put what are called headphones over my head and he says they will cover my ears he says again do not be afraid this will not hurt you. After he does that he tells me to look forward a screen is going to come up and pictures are going to flash very quickly but I would understand. He reaches in front of me a touches a button on the console, while he is doing this I am thinking I'm just a little kid how am I going to remember pictures that flash very fast. All of a sudden this screen is there in front of me, it is fairly large and pictures start to flash. First they start slowly with short quick flashes at all different area's of the screen then they pick up speed and start to flash pretty quickly all over the screen. I remember to this moment feeling very proud of myself because I understood. All I can tell you now from what I remember is seeing people, places, things and events and at the end the last picture was of an very old ugly wrinkled women dressed in black with a black kerchief over her head and tied under her chin. Some of the pictures I remember are of an airplane flying in a bright blue sky, people from all different locations on Earth and I remember this one picture where the clothes were made of very bright colors yellows and red I remember old cars and funny looking clothes from a place called Chicage. I saw the Arch of St. Louis.
Several years ago I was brushing my teeth and I looked in the mirror and I could see the face that was staring back at me was the face that would become the very old ugly wrinkled woman dressed in black and what I saw was things that would be in my future, plain and simple my life.
(I guess I never won the lottery,lol)
Last edited by observe50 (2005-12-14 15:08:17)
observe50..thank you for your recollection..very vivid...
have you had encounters in the past yr, what was the most recent..
they were showing you your future, that is not easy to handle, you are a brave woman..more power to you..
oops! sorry, did I say short version?
I understand, this is your life, and there must not be a short version..
Let me know when you get to Chicago, we'll have a pizza party. I know this great place.
how is the windy city today?
Really quiet and a bit brisk.
We are preparing for another big snowfall.
Thank God I got all my Christmas shopping done yesterday.
Where are you at, epiphany? Please tell.
Not brave this is just the way it is. Experiences change through time just like everything does.
I just wrote not to long ago about the Angels of God watching over the kids so you should remember that one I think it was when we were talking about Angel's and genders. Wasn't much to that one.
Ahhhhhhhh, let me tell you of the tracking device.
The one I go and I are in this room the walls are white and it's not all that big, he is again to the right of me. There is a doorway off to the right the only thing I see in this room is a table on the other side of the room it is up against the right side wall and it looks like there is an ordinary looking microscope on it. The one I am with motions for me to go over to the table when we get there he motons for me to look into it, what I see is black and square. He communicates that this is the tracking device and that it had to be greatly magnified for me to see. (He did give me the magnification number and all I can remember now is it seemed like a large number to me. It's funny I can still see the numbers but don't recall them) He moves and I follow we move back to where the door way that was off to the right and we go into this very small area/room We are standing again he is to the right of me. In front of me is a half wall then glass to the top, behind the glass is a fairly large room that was lit in the regular lighting we are used to I notice what seem to be two regular looking x-rays hanging up back there. My eye catches a tall human male walk in from the left he has a long pointer stick in his right hand and he walks over to the x-ray's and stops. Let me describe this man, he looks to be six feet or so he is slender not thin, his hair looks black with a little Gray on the right side that I am looking at. If I had to guess at a Nationality I would take him to be Italian. He has a long white lab jacket on that comes to just below his knee's, he is wearing black pants and has on shiny black shoes. The man lifts the pointer stick and points to the a certain area on this x-ray and the one I am with communicates that this is where the tracking device is located. He says that it is smaller then anything any human could ever imagine he said we would have to use our most sophificated equipment to locate it, he said we would have to look long and hard and still wouldn't be sure BUT he said we could locate it.
The tracking device is located in the back of the head in the middle of the lower left lobe if lobe is the correct word.
ALL DISEASES CAN BE CURED FROM THE ROOT'S OF PLANTS.
I can believe this.
Also, observe50 how do you FEEL during these abductions? Are you afraid or excited to go and experience this? Also, since you were once a Grey yourself, do you have any memories when you see these Greys? Kind of like a feeling of being "home" with them? Just curious.
Thx for all this information. Wow is all I can say!
Last edited by organic (2005-12-14 17:04:57)
Where are you at, epiphany? Please tell.
I am an Oregonian... southern oregon... 8 miles from the border of northen cali..thank you for asking...
I am going for that pain in the butt shopping tomorrow..I have 4 kids to shop for and a grandson..lots of gift giving...so I feel a bit like scrooge so far...it's nice having to get the gifts and sit back and say Ahh I've done it!
Snow is so quiet and serene, white and blinding..I have never been to chicago..hope you are warm...
We only get snow here in Jan and it's usually a nice one, that's because I am in a 1640 ft elevation and the other mts are higher and they get the snow, I get the white frost though, that looks like a crystal frost all over the area, and it's beautiful..then it warms up to about 50/60 mostly if the sun comes out...I like it here, mild winters...
The tracking device is located in the back of the head in the middle of the lower left lobe if lobe is the correct word.
Do you ever want to get it removed?
How I feel depends on the situation/experience. If it is just me and the one I go to I feel as if I am where I am to be and it is very natural. I am focused and comfortable. However every situation isn't like that such as this one:
I am sitting in what looks somewhat like an ordinary Dentist chair but it isn't one. This room looks small and is very badly lit. There are two beings behind the chair I am very uncomfortable I feel as if they aren't the Grey's. I am scared and I am repeating please don't hurt me, please just don't hurt me I am wiggling around in the chair. I sense them getting close (it never occured to me to see if I could get up, duh) I hear the one on the right behind me say she is giving us trouble then I hear a voice say she is one of the better ones. The voice sounded like the one I go to and when I heard his voice I immediately calmed down I felt safe/protected. I look and I see something coming down from the ceiling it has a light on the end of it and I start up again don't hurt me, please don't hurt me. I start to feel a little hazy I see an arm reach up to take hold and pull down this piece of equipment closer to him (his arm is brownish and wrinkled looking) he says in a calm soft communication to stay still he wanted to do this right and I repeated please just don't hurt me. I stayed so still, I was scared. Now I coud feel the end of the light thing go into my right ear I thought it just feels like a q-tip. This being removed this piece of equipment and it went back up to the ceiling (Nothing hurt and I worried to this point for nothing.) Now this very bright light shined down toward me it was warm and made me feel good, for some reason I raised my hands to the light and for some reason I thought they are finally giving me the power to heal. (I always knew one way would be by the use of energy in the palm of my hands, only to find out later I was wrong) Anyhow, after this light went out the two beings carefully helped me out of the chair, I am still hazy and can only make out they are not the Grey's and they aren't much taller then me. After they helped me up and we are to the right side of this chair the one being that has been doing all the work took my right arm and lifted it a little and rotated my shoulder, when he finished with that he did the same with my left shoulder I remember thinking why is he rotating my shoulders when he put something in my ear. When they had finished that they turned me around and another light came on I could see this room wasn't small I could only see half of it but what I was looking at scared me silly. I started all over again with don't hurt me please, just don't hurt me. What I am looking at are three metal tables, each table has what looks like three straps on them. One for the shoulder area, one for the stomach area and one for the ankle area. Looking at this all I could think is if they have to strap you down this must really hurt. The two beings helped me over to the first table they turned me and were about to help me up when I hear NO she doesn't go there she goes back now. The two beings stepped back from me and that's all I remember.
As time passed I realized what was put in my ear was an audio/visual device that they can activate when they want to show or tell me things, visits with them decreased almost to nothing.
wow..so you have no more visitations? when was the last, if you don't mind me asking? and thank you for sharing...
I think I would have peed my pants for sure. Whew! You're one brave lady, observe50.
One day I'm gonna strap them to a metal table and do a few experiments on them..................are we just pretty butterflies to them?
If they are so highly intellegent then they must know the fear and pain they are causing. Hasn't the Galactic Federation been able to stand up for us?
It is against our will................so they must stop.Right?
Thank you observe50 for your sharing of an amazing part of your life here on Planet Deep Blue.
Last edited by Northern*Spirit (2005-12-15 04:20:44)
You asked if I ever wanted to get the implants removed not really becausse my experiences have not been bad.
After they put the audio/visual in me they could approach me in a different way so to say.
Here is something I was shown and told by this implant.
I'm laying in my bed I wake within myself I see what looks like a ticker tape going by very fast from right to left. I know that I am being programmed with something but it is to fast for me to really pick up anything from it. Now I see this symbol it looks like a circle and within the circle it is colored red and orange and in the middle is a black dot of a certain size to the circle I am told that this is the symbol for Cancer. Next another circle appears to the left of the last it is the same except for the black symbol inside looks kind of like an enclosed less then symbol. I am told this is the symbol for Aids. Now I am being shown a very thin booklet the front of this booklet is red and orange also and at the botton is on word.
I am told that this booklet has all known Viruses in it.
Next I hear this: END OF TRANSMISSION SOMEONE IS COMING. I open my eyes and listen very carefully and I hear my grandson coming up the basement steps walk through the living room come upstairs and go to bed, he stayed up late with his pop-pop.
Last edited by observe50 (2005-12-15 03:01:43)
from what I am understanding you don't need actual physical contact, it happens all of a sudden, you get images, and then can pick up info like that? so it's less stressful?
In away you have it right, but if they want you they can come take you anytime they want. I don't have a problem with them because my situation is different. I can understand how an abductee feels because I fortunately have the priviledge of seeing both perspectives. I understand how things are and do understand them neither is right or wrong it is just the way it is with different species.
I have picked up things like concern over a radio-active volcanic eruption. (we know volcanos aren't radio active so who or what could cause this.) I did have a feeling of the presense of two military men saying this with great concern.
I also was told to remember Casper, Wyoming-----why?
With me so far it has never, ever been stressful its just been this is the way it is.
I can't stress this enough, as a human race we are curious but if you encounter a UFO/OCCUPANT please be careful there are good ones and bad ones.
Each and every one of us should treasure being human no matter how much or how little we have. I wish this life would never end I wouldn't want theres that for sure, its not what its cracked up to be.
Last edited by observe50 (2005-12-15 22:26:00)